SuckssSSsss Galz~

The suck gal is ME!!! CHIN SHET YAN.
My mum shouldn't born me.
in chinese-生个叉烧好过生我..

I be the "cha shao" at least can feed my mum,
now i even cant feed my mum still Yeng sui my mum my family my fren.

Leave me alone..
wtf!!! ma de..
emo emo down down down..!!
diu!!!
never be better!!
fuck off la!!!!
Im fuck off!!!
fuck off from the world!!!
polluted the world!!!

Regret or thankful?

I should felt so regret to knw u or thankful leh???
MA DE

The short Happiness>.<

Finished watched movie.. Quite boring movie.. TIME TRAVELER>.<

baskin robbins~ Wit my farvorite MANGO!!!

At the garden.. >.<

Teach Jo Jo How to act cute..~

Tat moment stick wit them I felt so happy, enjoyable.
But when bak here... INTI Hostel!!

My mood is going to down.
Hmm~ I trying to don think so much.
Think about positive thing.
HmmM. It seem like so hard. But I keep on try and try.
However, I keep on failed and failed.
HmmM.. I hope I knw the real the truth.
But I scare Im hurt Im sad Im cry again and again.
Is hyper suffer.
I wan knw .. thinking.
Actually wat .. wan..~

My happiness always is short.
Is getting short and short. HaizZz

This sat mayb alone go to SG shop shop shop!!!
Untill I crazy.. >.< The always alone's me..
Somebody help me???

Feel like I knw something edi..
Which that I don expect and hope to happen...
I feel so sad. But why I'm sad.
.. not mine, not my who.
Then why I wan so care about that.
I should congrat and wish ..
But I cant do that.
I just be silent thr.
Keep on quite there. Keep on thinking a lot negative thing.
I am who I am?? Is it just a soul?? or actually I'm dead?
Fed up... Fed up wit my life.
Why I'm dare no to die??? If I'm so brave I wont be so suffer with my life now.
I can stay at hell no need to think a lot of thing.
Worry this or that.
Fuck off ME!!! Useless gal!!!!

窗外阴天了 音乐低声了
我的心开始想你了
灯光也暗了 音乐低声了
口中的棉花糖也融化了
窗外阴天了 人是无聊了
我的心开始想你了
电话响起了 你要说话了
还以为你心里对我又想念了
怎麽你声音变得冷淡了
是你变了 是你变了
灯光熄灭了 音乐静止了
滴下的眼泪已停不住了
天下起雨了 人是不快乐
我的心真的受伤了

I just don wanna disturb u anymore.

My life should life without u. Not wit u.

Sem2 = Tension = Stressfull = hopeless

Suppose so enjoying now.
But Im so tension.
This sem seem like so hard to pass.
Almost 2 weeks edi, I still cant sleep well.
End of the year is coming, should have a new brand day in each day.
But it seem like so hard.
Everyday hard than a day.
I don wanna to give up.
But god is playing me now.
Keep make me down and down.
When he put me to the top top top,
and then he push me to the valley.
Not only one time!! Keep on repeat!!!
Is it fun? Is it fair to me? Is it worth?
Arrgghhh!!!!!!!!!! Can I die?
If u really like to fool me, better u let me die.
FUCK!!! MA DE!!! DIU!!!! PUKIMAK!!!!!
No one can help me!!! All FUCK OFF FUCK OFF FUCK OFF!!
KEEP ON FOOL ME FOOL ME FOOL ME ONLY!!!
MA DE!!!
Compare wit my older post and my old blog.
I never everyday post all the negetive thing here!!!