Sien

Yesterday same the lonely day to me.
I tried to called him, but he was busy his assignment.
He asked me to wait him free.
So, I was waiting him on that time.
Almost 4am, I bah tahan I went to slept din wait him.
Since we long time din chit chat, I just miss him and call.
But same. He always busy. Fine =p

Other than that, one of my fren is in a complicated relation wit TWO boys.
I doesn't knw wat she is thinking now.
Always tot that she very geng very mature can hold on everything.
Actually she is not. She just make a guy suffering there and keep on do the same thing to him.
The another boy even doesn't look like care her so much, but she seem like so care him.
And then.. haiz... Anyway just complicated.
Dunno she is like the another boy's material or true heart.
either she is love the another boy's happy or for fun.
She was lie me she went to find her aunty at kl yesterday.
But I knw that she went to find the another boy which together wit him 2 years de.
Then both of them always argue wit the topic of " HIM"
which is suddenly come out at their relation.
If she wit him's relation is hardship and she really love him,
she wont care about the another boy which suddenly come out from them relation.
But she did something more close thing wit the another boy.
How come.???
I got talk about this topic wit all my fren which is around her de.
HMmmMm.. Anyway Complicated only.
From my opinion I hope that she at the end lost everything.
Two of these boys will disappear in front her.

And from me, don hope to couple anymore edi..
Very troublesome and annoying wit LOVE this word.
But I still love my family..

Don wan here

I wan back Sabah.
I really don wan stay at here.
A week almost 3or 4 days is alone stay at room.
Friends always dating wit boyfriend.
Room always empty.
So lonely...T.T
I hope I can back Sabah soon.
Just don wanna to stay at here. Don wan always alone.
Although I back Sabah I also just stay at house, but I still got my parent.
Not like here, only weekend I can go to find my sis.
and not always weekend I can go and find her.
Cz sometimes she is not free.
At the end, I still have to alone stay at here.
This Fucking place, which make me so stressful, tension, boring, suck, damn, shit!!!!
Back Sabah I feel so warm, cz got my mum together wit me.
T.T I hate here, Fucking Fuking shit damn lar!!!!
Always sick just can face alone, pain just can cry alone.
Felt sad wit that.
Btw feel like nothing wit this lonely feeling.
cz I also dunno. Don wan others wit me. Xcluding my family.
Don wan fren, Don wan Boyfriends, Don wan here.
I just wan my family.
When I can stick wit them together.
I hate fren, I hate here.
I wan family. T.T

I wan mummy.

So pain vry pain.
Why each month I will pain till like tat??
T.T If now I at sabah Mummy must take good good care to me.
I wan mummy.
Im so pain now.
Face this pain by myself. alone T.T
So suffering now.
Every month I must be like tat.
Why period so suffer de? haiz..
Why boy din period? they should knw gal's suffer.
HaizzZZ..
Whole day pain till I cant even walk.
T.T I wan mummy. Mummy's food can make feel better.
Wont so suffer now. till midnight still cant sleep.
So pain. So tired. So suffer. T.T
I wan bak sabah wan mummy wan ppl take care me.
So lonely. No mum's soup. No caring.
Alone Alone Alone!!! T.T
I wan mummy leh!!! MA!!!! Ngai oi ngit ooh!!
Hao tong hao tong ooh~ mao lit hoi arr!!! oi si hoi loh!!
T.T

wat to do?

Suppose to post something here.
But seem like nothing to say.
Sem break is coming soon,and I can bak sabah soon.Happy
But at the same time I worry about my result.
Scare I will re-take. HmmMm.. Worry-ing.
Sem break----plan to ply..
But all of my fren dunno hv to go where for fun.
GENTING?? Holidays. Many ppl.
SUNWAY?? Holidays. More ppl.
HmMm... Langkawi. Dunno. Still the question marks.
HaizzZz.. Seem like this sem break I going to bored the whole day again.
T.T Nvm luurhh.. Bak sabah leave this place is the most happy thing to me.
The end of the year is coming.
Xmas??? 100% with family.
Happy new year??? will how?? also the question marks to me.
I will be happy on that day??
or bored again???
Don expect anything wit that.
just hope my result will be better^.^

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Going to success wit something.
I can not care about that.
I can not worry about that.
I can not think about that.
I can refuse about that.
Good job. GalzzzZ.

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When I really need you, you disappear.
When I don need you, you appear.

I need you, but I stay far away from you.

I wish I am

Just from my sis there.
Hate bak here.
Suck place, Btw suck place plus suck gal.
Prefect!!

On the way bak INTI.
I in bus, felt so lonely.
Vry down. listen some hot song.
Nth used to me.

Fuck! hmmm
While inside bus.
I saw a women fall down.
Vry pain some more raining.
Suddenly hope that I were her.
Which can fall down more serious. More pain.