A year

Well~
Long time I din update my blog edi,
suppose update everyday likes those blogger.
But since I'm a hyper lazy girl n Suck in English and Chinese's girl,
so I'm not really like to update everyday.
I willing keep everything inside my mind my brain.
Think those stupid question inside my brain my mind.
haha~but sometimes I also will post something here just because I'm bored right now.

Alright~ wat is mean by "a year"?
This is mean by I be a single a year already.
Before that I think I will like this status till I finish my studies.
But this few days I saw a lot of couplessSSsSs..
So now I quite jealous with it.
Mayb 寂寞难耐 already bah...
Swt~~ seem like I "fa qiao" right now.
Anyway, I wont purposely to find someone to be my bf.
I just want let it be.
Just see the god arrangement.

I'm Bored

Yea~ This week is new sem...
So definitely will be so bored.
I got nth to do~ so boring so boring..
Keep watching n watching n watching...
HaizZz... Find something to let me do ... k?
Nth~ >.<
While I'm having bored, I will keep worrying~
Swt~ because I scare after word I can't handle the stressfulness~
HaizZz..~ I rather than stress of work I also don wan stress of studies ooh...
So so so so so so so..!! speechless..
Arrgghh!! I really very hyper scare studies ohhh.!!
Jz because I'm don hv the qualification to be a student aarrrghhh!!
I'm stupid! That's truth..~
HaizZz

Again~

1st-----

I completed my foundation ady..!!^.^
Its so happy actually, but dunno y I doesn't feel like tat.
Keep still got something I'm so worry.
Yea~ Right~
Now I taking degree ady. Quite scare I can't manage it.
My english, last sem I nearly fail.
But now passed edi, I can't believe it.
I think must be those officer or lecturer help us to pass only.
So I don think I can pass actually.
Degree, got english class again.
HaizZz... Worrying now.

2nd---

I can't sleep again.
Always~
Bak here... my hostel~
Always make me hard to sleep.
HaizZz.. Wat happen?
Mind thinking too much only loh...
haa~Even bak to my sis there.. SAME~
Cant sleep easily. FUCK!
Haa~Think a lot a lot ooh..
Diu~ Wat I can keep think le?
Home?Love?Fren?Studies?
Everything bah...
going to crazy wit these...

3rd----

23th Apr...
My birthday~!
I tot that he will sms to me for wish.
Haa~ NO!
Quite disappointed. Really!~
Luckily at FB still have, but just only "Happy Birthday"
Haa~I still tot that he will send me something special.
Think to ask him something also.
HaizZzz....Make me keep think bak him.
FrenSssss~ always told me that this kind of ppl don choi so much la.. not worth.
Em Em~ I really knw I shouldn't care tis ppl or else.
But those memorize... Which cant delete from my mind.
keep repeat and repeat.
Fuck!

~.~

hmMm... dunno how to say again leh..
hmmm... yesterday night knew something.
I stand from his side to think a lot of thing.
and use his mind to think.
mayb now he so sad ady.
we also dunno wan how to comfort him.
jz hope him don be so remorse.
Bcz accident we cant expect it come on when and wat time.
But got one of his fren quite serious lehh.
and one of his fren is a girl and the girl face was.... haiz
wat can I comment wit this case?? NONE~
Bcz tis jz an accident.
Hello~ my fren, hope u can hear that wat am I talking here.
PlzZ don be so remorse... bcz we cant expect everything is come from whr and how.
be strong ok!! we all here support u and wont let u stay alone!!
GAMBATEH!!!!!!!!!

!@#$%^&*

hMmm.. Am I worrying??
also dunno why.
Jz wanna to update something to my blog.
But whn I click new post and thn try to typing.
My brain is blank.
But I know wat I wan to post.
Just really dunno wan how to type it out.
Mayb Im hesitat bah... My brain. My heart still got who..
HmMmm.. Just hope someday or one day he will know the actual feeling from me bah.
Seriously, dunno wan how to say.
everything I just keep it in my deep heart.
Mayb I just can wait. wait the day come.
Know the feeling my thinking toward u.
Hope myself can help me to settle up.
And may god pity me this stupid girl bah.
Is time to comfrot me ady. My dear god..

BF??

HmmMm.. This few weeks, all my fren around keep call me find a BF.
I also dunno why. I think mayb of "she" bah.
Hahaha... They scare that I will become LES. keke
Funny~
I wont be a LES la... All my dear fren.

I got think b4 to find a BF.
But not porpusery to find. Just waiting the Mr. right also.
I'm not so need a BF actually.
Bcz I really enjoying my single life now.
So BF this business put it a side better.

I quite worry abt my education only.
So mayb even I have a BF I will concentrate on my studies also.
Mayb really being mature edi.
DAI GO LUI edi.. hahaha..
Not really need those puppy sweet love now.
I very concern with my studies actually.
One and the half year be a single girl edi.
And now I really just focus on my studies at all.
Yet, if my Mr.right is come I also wont stop it la..
haha~
just let it be.... ^^

I cant sleep

I cant sleep today.
I'm not sad wit wat, not angry wit wat, scare wit wat, hate wit wat, mood off wit wat.
Im jz normal mood now.But why I cant sleep.
after celebrating carmen's bday.
I bak to hostel and then start to edit my sis wedding photo.
Just suddenly the mood come. Im quite like it^^ hee.

wish u both have a happy wedding^^

after I edit then I upload to FB and tag them.
Next, I going to sleep on 2.30am
lie on bed almost 30minute more I was slept.
But 3.39am I was woke up.
My laptop music was off and the screen saver photo was stopped.
Stupid laptop always SOT>.<
I try to sleep bak.
But after one hours my mind still wake up but my eyes is close.
Hope to sleep, but I cant sleep.
Dunno why. So I wake up and watching some movie to make my mind tired and ask me to sleep now better.
But now is 5.53am!!! I still cant sleep.
What happen?? Am I sad? NO! Am I hurt? NO!
So wat the hell is going on my mind.
Stupid girl. mayb some problem in my mind.
But I sure that I have nth to worry now.
hMmm.. Jz quite worry abt my studies.
Last sem in foundation edi.
I should work hard. I don hope to get any subject re-take.
May god and guan ying niang niang bless me all the time.

HaizZz.. wats going on??? I cant sleep. Hence, I come and update my blog.
long time din post anything here edi.
After CNY, my mood my body my everything become GREAT!
dunno why~ mayb jz bcz of my family.
I had a wonderful trip with my family.
although this is not the 1st time, but this time I felt the great feeling in the trip.
Mayb I grow up edi and my 2ns sis going to marry soon.
Mayb she cant always stay wit us edi.
So I quite appreciate the time we belong together.
My mum, dad, all my beloved sis. HAPPY^^
Sometimes Im quite stupid, jz bcz I like to show everyone my CNY trip photo.
Cz when I showing to others I feel excited and I will keep explaining the photo.
haha... Stupid>.< keke.. btw~ I love it. Bcz Im happy^^

But NOW I cant sleep. WTH is it?? hehe
Ok~ fine. After I post tis I will try to sleep again.
And yet! Im so late sleep tomolo my bone will be broken down.
OpsSs should be so EARLY sleep.. haha
Goodnight Buddy^^