Love ❤

HmMMm... Today I gonna talk about Love..

Haa~ Why ?? Why I wanna talk about Love??

This is just because I need someone to Love now lohhh...

Dunno why, during this year got a lot of ppl keep posting their sweet photo on FB.

And change their status into in a relationship with who who who.

I'm not jealous with this.

But I jealous with the sweet sweet pictures.

hMMm... Is that mean by I so lonely??

Not really.. Cause I really enjoy my life now.. I really used to it..

But seem like sometimes I need someone to comfort..

HmMm... Sometimes when I'm alone to somewhere, I wish that there are someone can sms with me, or just by my side accompany me..

I was a single almost two years already...

There is not a long time and doesn't matter too....

When I think back my previous Love...

hMmm... each of them never do such sweet thing to me...

(ps: after I saw a lot pictures came from my fren is all include their surprise happy and sweet gift)

My 1st BF, no need talk about this person because just a puppy love.. Haa

My 2nd, we knew each other from basketball court... Also less contact..

My3rd, WOW!! We together almost 3 years but also break up just because of his stupid thinking.. and he never do any sweet thing to me.. just a SUCK memory to me... Hate him deeply only..

My 4th, hMmm... I also dunno want to say about him..

He just a guy... Haizz... speechless only..

I am waiting my 5th here... and the last also..

Dunno why in my mind how I want to find a guy to be last longer now...

Because I don wanna to play anymore...

I want make my life stable now...

Don wanna to give any "love problem" to disturb me...

I wish my 5th BF is older than me...

Even older than me 5 years I still can accept it..

Is better work already...

now is fight with the work now...

Why?? Why now I hope to choose older than me 's guy???

Because been hurt so deep with those same age or just older than me one or two years.

And I really dislike their thinking..

Yea~ I know I know even I choose older than me doesn't mean that they will love me so much.

or mayb I will been cheat by them too....

But I rater than older I also don wan younger or same age..

hMmmm...Just dunno why... I just want a mature guy... don wan a childish guy..

Hope I can him in someday...

That's My Goal

You know where I've come from,
You know my story,
You know why I'm standing here...
Tonight,
Please don't go,
Don't be in a hurry,
I'm here to make it clear,
Make it right,
Well I know I've acted foolish,
But I promise you no more,
I've finally found that something
Worth reaching for,
I'm not here to say I'm sorry,
I'm not here to lie to you,
I'm here to say I'm ready,
That I've finally thought it through,
I'm not here to let you're love go,
I'm not giving up oh no,
I'm here to win your heart and soul,
That's my goal.
Please don't go,
You know that I need you,
And can't breath without you,
Live without you,
Be without you,
Well I know I've acted foolish,
But i promise you no more,
I'm not here to say I'm sorry,
I'm not here to lie to you,
I'm here to say I'm ready,
That I've finally thought it through,
I'm not here to let you're love go,
I'm not giving up oh no,
I'm here to win your heart and soul,
That's my goal.
Well i won't stop believing,
That we will

I found a song, I very like this song,
because this song is meaningful.
Especially the chorus there....
Very nice really nice...
That's My Goal... The chorus there "I'm not giving up"~
HrrmmMm... I going to be love this song so much~
You guys can go and download this song..
I think it could be the nice song list... with the meaningful lyric there~

Pretty Nice~^^
发桥

Say something

HUH!!!!
Tis few days I damn crazy wit 超级星光大道之传奇赛❤!!!
Just because all of them are AWESOME!!!
Each of them, One of them!! I just can use one word to describe them "WOW!!!!!!!"
They all really really really can sing really really really sing very very very WELL!!
OMG!! I damn like them, especially Janice YAN!!!

is her is her!!! 閻奕格!! GREAT!! She has a pretty face, nice voice!! GOSH!!

Actually not only her is great, inside this singing competition all of them sing very GENG la!!
This 超级星光大道之传奇赛 is those who been out at previous competition come back fight again.
So, Jancie is the girl which pk with others and won many times,
then this time she come and join this stage singing competition.
HmmMm.. got two guys there I also very very like them
They are 吴忠明&张心杰!!

Both of them sing also very nice!! Lov Lov!!

Tis is 吴忠明!!! For myself I quite Like him ooh..~ **

Tis is 张心杰!! His voice got a bit like husky.. Is very special~

AwwwWw~ after watch 星光 then I watch Astro新秀...
Alamak!! Astro really Astro really cant even fight with 星光 loohh..
From my opinion, "cincai" one out from 星光's participant come Astro pk all...
He/she also can win them la!!
The astro really really really low standard le..
Sorry to say even I got one fren in final now.
but she also not the great there~
You knw why she can in the final??!!
EASY!! Pretty la!! Piuuwwtt!! Alamak!! Alamak!!



I din say the bad of Malaysia la~
But But But!! They really cant win others country la~
Like American Idol also very geng~
China de also not bad...
Now the most powerful in my heart is 星光!!!




The another thing I wan to talk about is...
in 星光, if ur look not ok~ the judges will direct say u..
If u r fat the judges will ask u for diet..
BUT!!! in Astro!! those judges are direct out those look ugly look fat look not nice.
Even they really can sing..
For those look pretty nice handsome but sing so so only..
Can in in the final~


What the hack of tis!!??
What the hell of Tis!!!??
What the *uck of tis!!??


Im so sorry to say Malaysia like very bad here..
But after I watch 星光 then I watch Astro~
REALLY REALLY REALLY the BIG different na~~
AiksSS~ Why Astro singing competition can find those really can sing,
those really well???
Somemore the judges....HaizZz
I just compare compare compare both of these singing competition..
Really the BIG different of these singing competition~~
Look & listen the judge's comment to participant..
I also can differentiate clearly..


Don care about look, don care about face~
Just use the heart use the ears to listen properly their voice??
I really really really strongly HATE Astro singing competition!!
Quite insult those really can sing but look not really nice~

大病一场

June12，我二姐的婚礼。(n.n)
很开心哦~ 家里第一次办婚礼...哈哈~
我爸爸妈妈是最最最紧张的，而且呀爸爸把婚礼安排得很棒哦~
有很多特别的节目，爸爸妈妈有献唱“选择”。
好可爱~因为他们还有台步哦...哈哈~
然后大姐也献唱“祝福”~当大姐唱祝福时，爸爸还哭了呢...>.<
三姐就很忙咯~忙着招待客人（因为只有她很长接触爸爸的朋友）。
而我呢，还好咯~帮帮妈妈拿东西，帮帮二姐拿东西，就是做“阿四”咯~
呵呵~可是我们大家都很开心很开心哦！！！^.^
因为有很多很多人哦~很多很多亲戚都来了~
婚礼完，第二天我和我二姐和kl的亲戚就会来这里咯~
很快哦~因为我要读书，他们要工作哦~
陪爸爸妈妈的时间都不够~T.T

爸爸妈妈在台上唱歌~好专业哦~

大姐唱歌时~看！！美吗？

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回kl前一天，我和我的朋友们去clubbing了~
因为蛮就没见他们了~ 就凑一点时间找他们聊聊玩玩咯~
没想到他们竟然带了我不喜欢的人（曾经吵架过的）。
在很不奈何之下（他们一直拉我和她牵手），我们就和好了啦~
在clubbing的时候，我的朋友们~AikSSss
不懂要如何说，很多都抽烟~
而且很多搞同性恋！！！！ 最讨厌这个了！！！
她和她很能抱来抱去，还在我的面前亲嘴！！！！
恶！！！！！！ 恶！！！！！！ 看到都恶心啦！！！！
可是我也不能怎样啦~
嗨~当我看不见就算了！！！

在右手边的就是我不喜欢的咯~也她搞同性恋！！！

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Clubbing第二天！！！！
回kl咯~T.T 爸爸妈妈没来送机，因为我们太早回了~
而且爸爸妈妈为了姐姐婚礼也忙了好几个月了~
让他们休息休息咯~^^
但是，上机前我发烧了~>.< 然后就大病了一场~ 发高烧，40度呢~ 伤风，咳嗽，喉咙疼~！！！！ 啊！！！！根本是拿我的命啦！！！ 躺在床上像个死人那样！！！残！！！ 那时候我还要去考试啦~~~~~ 我的妈呀！！ 我的妈呀！！！ 整个人的状态就是“blur”=.=" 还有好友！！！！ 我的身份证也不见了~T.T 看看我有多倒霉啦！！ 生病了，又要考试，身份证又不见了，还有PTPTN的东西要弄！！ 天啊！！我做人做到这样是最衰的啦~

病到七彩时拍的~

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现在呢，就是等在kl的婚礼咯~^^
因为有把握么一家人聚在一起了~开心!!

turtle

T.T
Just now I have nothing to do,
so I plug in my hardisk into my laptop.
Then I start to click this folder, click that folder.
T.T
I saw my little turtle pictures.
T.T
All the pictures, I took when I brought it.
From that 1st time I saw it till that day it dead.
T.T
I dunno why it will dead,
and when it was dead I still haven't realized tim... >.<
I still keep feed it eating, slowly,
I just realized it is not eating,
and I tried to shacked the box!!
OMG!!! It was DEAD!!
T.T
It is the 3rd turtle I acquire,
and also the 2nd turtle I acquire till DEAD..
T.T
Why they are a lot of ppl said turtle is easy to acquire?
I acquired three turtle and only survive one turtle..

T.T
The 1st day I bring it bak to my house, it is still inside a plastic bag.T.T

It likes to lie on the stone, the pink colour stone which I love the most. T.T
See, it is small like this and I made it DEAD!!! T.T

I miss It BADLY right now!!!
T.T

别人的感受

安静下，仔细想一想。
我终于懂了，找到那些原因为什么我不是那么喜欢中学的朋友。
原来他们很少顾及到我的感受
就去做些明明知道我是不喜欢的东西。

他们懂我不喜欢那些人，他们偏偏要把他们带到我身边。
他们懂我不喜欢去做那些是，他们偏偏要批我那样做。
他们就是懂我不喜欢，他们却偏偏爱去做。

以前的我
可能就会那样想...
"他们懂我不喜欢却要还是要在我面前做那些事，只是想要我对那些使改观而已"
可是他们有想想吗？
一个你不喜欢的人，一个你不相见的人，一个就是让你伤心的人。
你会想看到他或她吗？
我的答案是：“不会。”

怎样避免都好，我都不想再见到这些人。
我的中学朋友，他们就是很喜欢把他们搬到我面前来。

最后我才懂，原来他们做每件事时，很少会顾及到别人的感受。

我喜欢我大学的朋友，因为他们处处都为人着想。

大事情

每个人的身边都会发生大件事吗？
最近我身边的朋友他们都各自发生了很多事，
比如说，和男友分手，车祸，考试的竞争，甚至于“死亡”。
是不是每个人的身边都会发生一些大件事或是挫折呢？
我发生了吗？？
虽然以前我不是那么开心，现在也so so only.
以后呢？会不会像我的朋友们那样，发生很不愉快的事呢？
说真的，我还蛮害怕有那一天。
如果我身边其中一位我的朋友发生事，我真的不懂要如何面对。
我有位朋友，她的男友发生车祸去世了。
她虽然本来很脆弱的，后来她也很勇敢她很棒，面对每件事，solve the problem some more.
她很勇敢真的很勇敢~如果是我，我一定自毙很多很多天。

我很常说我的日子不是过得那么得好，可是compare来说他们比我惨了~
我应该要好好感谢上天下的。
可是虽然他们是发生一件不是很好很好的事，
但我也不会好到哪里去啊~
虽然不是一次来的，我是连续下去的阿~
也不会很好受。

嗨~凡事都是实难料啦~
老套的说一句：“顺其自然咯”