12/30/2009

Happy New year???

Now bak to INTI edi.
Before that I tot that bak before 31th can celebrate wit fren new years.
but doesnt seem like tat.
Mayb just only myself think like tat.
Others don hv tis idea.
Quite sad of tis.
1st time alone pass new year.
Even family I also don have.
Even place I also just stay at hostel.
Suddenly feel hyper lonely now.
Really need someone accompany.
who? GOD??
HaizZZZz.. Sound sad now.

12/29/2009

Result oouuutttTTtt..

Wow.... Finally result our edi.
just felt so relax now.
before that very gan jiong arrgghh.. Hehe
But now out edi. I feel so happy and relax edi.
But tomolo gonig to kl loh..
HaizZz
have to bak to the Suck place again.
pass my life suck at thr.. HaizZz...
Sad... Suffer... Tension.. And Hurt. T.T

12/25/2009

???

圣诞节~
对我来说一点意义都没有。
因为每次不是睡觉来过,就是看电视,或是在家。
虽然圣诞给我一点温馨的感觉。
但今年我有点讨厌圣诞还有那无聊的节日。
烦到死~
可能有人会觉得是因为我没人陪吧~
可是对我来说真的很麻烦!
而且节日会让人不开心又开心又会让人想起很多很多的事~

嗯.....应该是七月吧~
我的个人情绪又傻了。
再到了九月我已经自暴自弃咯。

这几天不段回想以前的事。
事事不如意。
而且自己的怪僻回来了。

xiao zha po
又管自己在房~发神经~
假笑~乱发脾气~and moody...
Suck Man!!!

哈哈哈~人衰是酱的咯~
每个人抛弃我~除了家人

12/23/2009

STupid Fucking DAY!!!

Today tot is result release date!!
But wat the FUCK~!!!!
I check since morning 8am till now still haven get yet!!!
Mother Fucking!!!
"Result for this semester is not available yet."
"Please check again later.
"
Keep show me this sentences!!!
FUCK!!!!!!!!!
Make me so nervous!!!
Yorrrrr!!!!! Down mood larrhh!!!!
Hmph>.< Stupid NILAI inti!!!!
Faster larrr!!! I cant wait for it..
Even through Im scare of it.
But I want to face it!

12/22/2009

Xmas is coming~

HmMmm... Today is 冬至,quite nice.
Because I wit all my beloved family, except my big sis & 2nd sis having dinner just now.
Ate a lot of thing.
Some more I had made CHOCOLATE 汤圆o~
hehe... Happy^^
Moreover, Xmas is coming..
HmmMm.. Same! Never chg! I still have to pass my Xmas wit lonely wit alone^^
HmMmm.. But I still feel so warm to Xmas.^^
Nevermind ooOooO~ Even alone I still wont be sad bah..=p

His bday is tomorrow o~>.<
SUAN~ hehehehe

HmmMM.. This few days early morning wake up to jogging.
My leg feeling pain now.
Mayb long time din jog bah.
Now my leg quite pain.
And so sleepy. Too early wake up for jog.(6am)
So mayb tomorrow I wont go loh..
hehe~ take enough sleep 1st^^
Some more let my leg rest ooh..
hehe~

Seem like my mood is good now.
But I hesitating now.
Is it this is my real feeling.
Hide myself inside home since I back from kl till now.
Is it Im did the right thing?
confusing now.. Hahaha

Nevermind bah~ Keep on this kind of attitude,
mayb will help me a lot.
And don worry. 2010 is coming.
Mayb a new year is a new life for me^^
加油!!!陈雪妍!!!!

12/14/2009

Lonely

I tot that I wont scare wit lonely's feeling.
I tot that I will love to lonely.
But this few days I avoid it.
Bcz I scare lonely, alone.

Tomorrow going bak sabah^^
Sad that I have to alone go bak again.TT