7/29/2010

How to reduce stress???

HAha~~ long time no post video to you all watch ady!!!
hehehe~~ I DAMN stress during this few days~
This is because final is coming soon,
and my test did not really well..

Some more I keep get sickness!!!
DAMN!!!
I record this video long long time ago~
So I was watched just now.

After I watched,
I felt much better ady~~~
So I hope those ppl are sad or unhappy or stress right now,
COME and WATCH!!
This will be help you guys a lot a lot!!!


7/28/2010

Sick again~!!!

Ma de FUCKER!!!!
SHIT DAMN BULL SHIT!!!
What the hell is it!!??
I'm sick AGAIN!!!

FUCK!!!
If Im not mistaken,
last month I also sick~~~
Ans now I Sick AGAIN!!!
FUCK UP!!!

I very angry myself!!
What the hell I keep sick~~~
This time I sick till I crying there~~~

I crying thats not mean by Im suffering actually~~
Im crying just because I damn angry myself!!!
I angry myself WHY SICK AGAIN!!!
FUCK OFF!!!!

I hate the feeling of sick!!!
it is FUCKING SUFFERING!!!
OH!!!
GoD!!! Stop give sickness to me anymore PLS!!!!

Final exam is coming soon!!!
PLS!!! gv me LUCK better than SICK!!!

7/22/2010

自己的感受

怎么说呢??
我今天再发现到,
自己的感受真的是没有人会懂得~
除了自己就只有自己一个人会懂得~~~
没有别人,也没有第二个了~~~

为什么我会突然那么说呢??
那是因为,
说真的,一句老实话,
我身边的朋友不是那么很长体会到我自己的感受~~
但虽然有时会感觉到啦~

可是有时没感觉到,
其实我的心是很难受的~~~
我没有怪他们,我真的没有怪他们~~
因为我没说别人那里会懂呢~~
他们又不是我肚子里的一条虫~~
所以我没有权力怪他们~~

嗯~~~刚才和一般朋友读书,
读下读下,聊下聊下,
聊到我很敏感的话题,有搞得我不是那么的开心,
不是那么得自在~

但,不要紧~~~
我每怎样~~~就只是把以前的东西又浮现在我头脑而已~~
只是让我想会不开心的事~~
不要紧~~
想会而已,不是再一次经历已经很好了~~~

所以Joey!!!!
加油吧!!!!读书真的很重要~~~
不要想没用的东西了~~~
乖乖的读书,好好的爱我的家~~~
这样就好了~~

7/20/2010

Moody

Wat happen to me?? T.T
I'm moody suddenly,
feel like so uncomfortable right now..

I dunno wats going,
tomorrow I got statistic test2 then Friday got accounting test2.
Hmph>.<
Quite nervous with these,
because in test1 I did not really well.
So I hope this time I can be better.
But I scare I can't do it.
T.T

HaizZz~ moody..
now I looking at the book and the book is studying me....
T.T
HOW HOW HOW HOW!!!!????
Seriously!!! I'm SCARE!!

One of the problem I'm so moody is....
FINAL IS COMING!!
This sem, only two day I will finish my final.
should I happy or sad??

hUuHHuuuU!!!
T.T
Every time final is coming I sure will be so panic and stressful~~
HaizZz..
seriously I wanna cry right now already~~~

I feel so so so so vexed now!!
Yorr... Totally lost my mind in the book...

This sem my test is not really good compared wit my previous sem~~
GOSH!!! OMG!!!
Damn It!!!

7/18/2010

一起疯过的朋友


很快,在这个星期内,
我要和那般曾经一起玩过,一起努力过,一起过了很多很多天的朋友见面了~
这次是因为一位朋友参加新秀大赛进了5强,
然后他大家借着这个机会,一起聚齐来了~

不懂为什么,
我的心情很反复~
一时觉得很开心,一时觉得不是那么想去,一时又很不安心~
老天爷啊~
为什么我会有那样的心情呢?
我应该要用社么心情来面对他们呢?
我总觉得我和他们不一样~

从以前到现在,
我很少和他们聚在一起的时间,只有在学校一起比较多~
私人时间我通常比较喜欢呆在家或是我乐队里~

可是老实话~
大家一起在学校一起玩的时候真的真得很开心!!!
真的有一起傻过~

男的~

女的


现在我的心情~
我也不懂~~~
我只想快快考完试!!!!
放假!!!

因为我的朋友们要来我家做客了哦!!!
开心!!!
就是他们了!!!迫不及待!!!

7/13/2010

Love ❤

HmMMm... Today I gonna talk about Love..
Haa~ Why ?? Why I wanna talk about Love??
This is just because I need someone to Love now lohhh...
Dunno why, during this year got a lot of ppl keep posting their sweet photo on FB.
And change their status into in a relationship with who who who.
I'm not jealous with this.
But I jealous with the sweet sweet pictures.
hMMm... Is that mean by I so lonely??
Not really.. Cause I really enjoy my life now.. I really used to it..
But seem like sometimes I need someone to comfort..
HmMm... Sometimes when I'm alone to somewhere, I wish that there are someone can sms with me, or just by my side accompany me..
I was a single almost two years already...
There is not a long time and doesn't matter too....

When I think back my previous Love...
hMmm... each of them never do such sweet thing to me...
(ps: after I saw a lot pictures came from my fren is all include their surprise happy and sweet gift)
My 1st BF, no need talk about this person because just a puppy love.. Haa
My 2nd, we knew each other from basketball court... Also less contact..
My3rd, WOW!! We together almost 3 years but also break up just because of his stupid thinking.. and he never do any sweet thing to me.. just a SUCK memory to me... Hate him deeply only..
My 4th, hMmm... I also dunno want to say about him..
He just a guy... Haizz... speechless only..

I am waiting my 5th here... and the last also..
Dunno why in my mind how I want to find a guy to be last longer now...
Because I don wanna to play anymore...
I want make my life stable now...
Don wanna to give any "love problem" to disturb me...
I wish my 5th BF is older than me...
Even older than me 5 years I still can accept it..
Is better work already...
now is fight with the work now...
Why?? Why now I hope to choose older than me 's guy???
Because been hurt so deep with those same age or just older than me one or two years.
And I really dislike their thinking..

Yea~ I know I know even I choose older than me doesn't mean that they will love me so much.
or mayb I will been cheat by them too....
But I rater than older I also don wan younger or same age..
hMmmm...Just dunno why... I just want a mature guy... don wan a childish guy..

Hope I can him in someday...

7/11/2010

That's My Goal

You know where I've come from,
You know my story,
You know why I'm standing here...
Tonight,
Please don't go,
Don't be in a hurry,
I'm here to make it clear,
Make it right,
Well I know I've acted foolish,
But I promise you no more,
I've finally found that something
Worth reaching for,
I'm not here to say I'm sorry,
I'm not here to lie to you,
I'm here to say I'm ready,
That I've finally thought it
through,
I'm not here to let you're love go,
I'm not giving up oh no,
I'm here to win your heart and soul,
That's my goal.

Please don't go,
You know that I need you,
And can't breath without you,
Live without you,
Be without you,
Well I know I've acted foolish,
But i promise you no more,
I'm not here to say I'm sorry,
I'm not here to lie to you,
I'm here to say I'm ready,
That I've finally thought it through,
I'm not here to let you're love go,
I'm not giving up oh no,
I'm here to win your heart and soul,
That's my goal.
Well i won't stop believing,
That we will
I found a song, I very like this song,
because this song is meaningful.
Especially the chorus there....
Very nice really nice...
That's My Goal... The chorus there "I'm not giving up"~

HrrmmMm... I going to be love this song so much~

You guys can go and download this song..
I think it could be the nice song list... with the meaningful lyric there~
Pretty Nice~^^
发桥

7/04/2010

Say something

HUH!!!!
Tis few days I damn crazy wit 超级星光大道之传奇赛❤!!!
Just because all of them are AWESOME!!!
Each of them, One of them!! I just can use one word to describe them "WOW!!!!!!!"
They all really really really can sing really really really sing very very very WELL!!
OMG!! I damn like them, especially Janice YAN!!!


is her is her!!! 閻奕格!! GREAT!! She has a pretty face, nice voice!! GOSH!!

Actually not only her is great, inside this singing competition all of them sing very GENG la!!
This 超级星光大道之传奇赛 is those who been out at previous competition come back fight again.
So, Jancie is the girl which pk with others and won many times,
then this time she come and join this stage singing competition.
HmmMm.. got two guys there I also very very like them
They are 吴忠明&张心杰!!
Both of them sing also very nice!! Lov Lov!!




Tis is 吴忠明!!! For myself I quite Like him ooh..~ **

Tis is 张心杰!! His voice got a bit like husky.. Is very special~



AwwwWw~ after watch 星光 then I watch Astro新秀...
Alamak!! Astro really Astro really cant even fight with 星光 loohh..
From my opinion, "cincai" one out from 星光's participant come Astro pk all...
He/she also can win them la!!
The astro really really really low standard le..
Sorry to say even I got one fren in final now.
but she also not the great there~
You knw why she can in the final??!!
EASY!! Pretty la!! Piuuwwtt!! Alamak!! Alamak!!



I din say the bad of Malaysia la~
But But But!! They really cant win others country la~
Like American Idol also very geng~
China de also not bad...
Now the most powerful in my heart is
星光!!!




The another thing I wan to talk about is...
in 星光, if ur look not ok~ the judges will direct say u..
If u r fat the judges will ask u for diet..
BUT!!! in Astro!! those judges are direct out those look ugly look fat look not nice.
Even they really can sing..
For those look pretty nice handsome but sing so so only..
Can in in the final~


What the hack of tis!!??
What the hell of Tis!!!??
What the *uck of tis!!??


Im so sorry to say Malaysia like very bad here..
But after I watch 星光 then I watch Astro~
REALLY REALLY REALLY the BIG different na~~
AiksSS~ Why Astro singing competition can find those really can sing,
those really well???
Somemore the judges....HaizZz
I just compare compare compare both of these singing competition..
Really the BIG different of these singing competition~~
Look & listen the judge's comment to participant..
I also can differentiate clearly..


Don care about look, don care about face~
Just use the heart use the ears to listen properly their voice??
I really really really strongly HATE Astro singing competition!!
Quite insult those really can sing but look not really nice~