5/30/2009

Missing My Family

I miss my family so much.

My mum My dad All my sis!
My dog

5/29/2009

Didn't going back.

Today is friday.
But I didn't as usual going back to kajang find my sis.
I stay at hostel,
almost all my friends going back thier hometown,
left my 2 KAKI dinner friends here.

Now even I wan going back I also want back to sabah,
not kajang here.
Reach the house I also can't smell the sweet sweet taste.
Cause that is my 2nd sis's fiance house,
not the house which I was lived 10years edi.

Haiz.... Miss my mum so much hor...
I wan eat my mum's cooking!!!
I miss my bed!!!
I miss my toilet!!!
I miss my car!!!
I miss my turtle!!!
I miss my sabah fren!!!!
I miss everything at my hometown!!!

HaizzZZzzz... jealous my fren which really can go back thier real hometown,
but I just can back my fake hometown!!

Really can't TAHAN edi,
hope that can fast fast finish the final exam!!
But I scare the final exam too>.<

5/26/2009

Test 1?

Every subject was has their test 1 already.
Next week start all the Test 1.
So tat's my 1st test at Inti UC..

hehe.... wish luck to me^^
I haven start any revision now.
How stupid am I?
How lazy am I?

aikzzZz....
Can't waste time & money here anymore.
Gonna serious now.
Tonight I will be so serious to study^^

5/20/2009

Inti Idol???!!!???!!!???

OpSSsssssss.....
Just now...
4.17pm at Inti UC,
bakery outside~

Chin shet yan,Nick name Joey,
Was joined Inti idol edi...

5/19/2009

Study

Everyday,we go out to yam cha,pool & singK.
Last night we goes to played pool again~

Suddenly all of us felt like is time to study,
JUNE gonna to start our test 1,
but we still din study & going to yam cha pool & singK.

I & derick felt like we wasting our parent's money now,
because here.
We paid for study,but everytime go to class we just chating and playing~

OMG~ how come?!!????!!?!!?!
Hate myself now.
And the business class started make me blur already.
I totally dunno wat she talking about in front!!!!

My Ma Ma Mia~
help me....

okokok~ I gonna to help myself now~
to9 study study study and study!!!!!

need going to class now.
today class 12pm till 4pm...
SienzZZzzz>.<

5/18/2009

I like this~

Haha...
Even all of my stuff became so worsted,
but now I enjoying my life with my coursemate.
Because all of them so funny and not fake~

Last9 we going to singK again~
seem like our college's life is pool,singK & whole din sleep.
Even though those thing such as so bored but all of us having fun during the activitives.

Last9 we goes singK again~Nilai Mybox,6peoples per3hours just only RM60,not including food,
but I think quite cheap,but again~
the sound is bad.

now the PRETTIST GIRL also joined us going to singK.
Obviuosly I dislike the feeling while singing with her.
Nvm, now she get in the F*CKING STUPID Ms.inti,
so now she will be so busy,
then I will be more happy and happy!!!
haha... she gonna be so busy,then I gonna to relax my ears soon too~


===================================
Inti idol???!!!!???
I love to sing,
now got a chance let me to show it,
and all my fren here told me that I can sing,
but I have no confident.
how?

Wanna to join or not?
should be make a decision now..
hmph~


5/17/2009

Worst~

Damn worst..

My life such as worst.. Everything becomes worst...

My ENGLISH WORST....
My MELAY MORE WORST....
My LOVE RELATION WORST....
My $$ PROBLEM WORST....
My EVERYTHING SUCH AS WORST....

How can I survive at my life now???
I felt helpless now~
I need supporting now...
Someone,somebody or something?

Today also whole day din sleep...
2days like that,with my friends stay at hall and online chating there.
Even those thing such as so lame,
but I'm not felt so tired & sleepy.
Cause I also dunno why.

Now I just felt so down at my life.....

5/14/2009

没睡~

昨天和coursemate一班又去唱k了。。。
真的有够力~
连续两天都去唱k叻。。。
而且这次去有一位男生令我感觉到很讨厌。。
唱歌又不是很好听,又要一直唱。。
然后还耍帅!!恶心到极点啊!
(幸好他不是我的coursemate,他是我的coursemate带来的一位陌生人)
幸好只吃了面包来顶肚子而已,要不然我一定快要吐了。。

但在同一时间,我发现了一位我的coursemate唱得很好听,
我很喜欢~听得我都快融化了~哈哈哈。。。
但他不是我的那杯茶。。嘻嘻~
玩得还满开心的~
唱了3个小时后,打算要回college了~
那般男生看见pool又进去玩了~>.<
有点气死我了~呵呵。。。。

到了今天半夜1.30才回到college,
而且那位唱歌很好听的男生还和我们玩大了~
挑战我们今天一整天别睡觉~
所以大家回房那电脑到大厅上网,无聊得过时间~

无聊无聊着,闹来闹去,吵来吵去,就这样到了早上7点。。。
大家回房冲凉,然后带回8.30去吃早餐,
10点上课~-_-"
我想这次我们惨了!! 呵呵~
整夜没睡,待会一定眼睡死了~
哈哈哈哈~没办法嘛~

这样子也蛮好玩的。
虽然我整夜没睡,但我反而不眼睡,反而累而已。

哈哈~4点上完课就能回咯~ 不用在这里!! 哈哈哈哈哈

p/s:chg back to chinese more good~Sorry alvin...

5/13/2009

$$

No money!!!
Last two week ago,I was used a lot of money~
Just only 2days,I was used around RM100++.

That's because of my BIG SIS came to kl already,
I need to spent a lot of money at transpot,food & others.
Just only those thing was wasted a lot of my money~

Even I still got some money at BANK,
but I still want to control myself dun use too much~
If not I would felt like waste my dad money too.

So this week I didn't go out for dinner or else,
I stay my room eat bread,biscuit & my favorite NESCAFE!!!
hehe...Actually those food can't full my stomach,but still can TAHAN..
If really too hungry I just can eat maggi to full it.

So last9 I was attended a college friend's birthday party.
At the beginning acutally quite bored,
because some of the boy didn't singing & just quite at there.
So I felt like so bored & the GIRL keep singing there,
make me felt so annoying~

But lastly & luckily I got another friends,they all Jia Xian,Chea Yee & Eme,
play wit them and keep taking photo & singing with them,
started from that time I was started crazy,
all of us standing up to singing,dancing & shout out!!
hahaha... Fun!!







Yeah~our happy picture.....
Still got a lot,but not at my phone~^^
Look all the pictures,I was took photo with a person which I like play with them,
Hate the girl!!! So I didn't go to her beside and said:"Come we take photo."
=p,I dun wan!!
Hehehehe!!

haizZz... But sadness!!!
The party also need money ooo0000ooo..
So now I totally BANDKRAP a!!!!
and some of the class and subject need to pay those photocopy money,
text book photocopy~
Adui!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I need money now!!

5/11/2009

Wow~

This few day I didn't update my blog,
not I lazy,not I have no topic,not I moody also.
It I can't online since I was goes to KL~

And how stupid am I,
I bring my laptop to KL,
so suffering to carried this heavy laptop by bus,KTM,monoroil + walk.
Finally,just realize that I didn't bring my laptop charger!!!
Then the finally of the finally I go a computer shop ask for charger my laptop,
so lastly my laptop full battery already.

After that my big sis lousy hotel no wifi,
can't online too...
Need we going to KFC order some food at there and online at there,
what a lousy KFC also,hard to online easily,
I think maybe wasted my laptop battery around 20% then I just succeed to online.
The object why I wan to online that because of I want send the mum's card to my sis which stay at sabah now..

YEAH!!!!Finally I was succeed to designed the card~
Then I was sent to my 3rd sis..
The next day,(meant before mother's day that day)
my 3rd sis early morning called me,
asked me add more word at dad the place there.

So using my low battery laptop to some word..
Finally,became like that...
More funny + nice...
At the end,I with my big sis going to KFC eat some food again,
that because of I want to online and send this picture to her.

WTF!! my laptop having a problem,
dunno why when I wan to send something to friends or family,the window will close it automatic!
Even I used e-mail also like that..So I keep tried and tried,
finally I can send the picture with msn,
but my 3rd sis didn't online.


OMG!!! so I send it to one of my friend,
then asked her send to my sis.
But finally of the finally my 3rd sis online,
my low battery laptop keep warning and warning!!!
But lastly I safety sent the picture to my mum^.^
(another rush day)

My mum was received it at yesterday night 7pm something.

*09/05/2009 till Mother's day

Now said about today what happened in my life.
Cause last9 I was followed my 2nd sis back to kajang,
then morning my 2nd sis will fetch me to KTM back college,
to have my class at 12pm.

So I though that my 2nd sis will call me wake up when she wake up too.
So when I saw my HP clock was 8am already,
but I didn't wake up cause I know my sis will call me wake up,
but again,when I awake at the second time was 10am already,
It was terrify me,
I rush to toilet brush teeth and wash face,
Then finished everything,
my sis's fiance came in said bring me out for breakfast,
then he said I will be reached my college on time,
so that I just will followed him to ate.

When I reached KTM that time was showing me 11am already.
Obviously,I can't reached on time already.
When I reached nilai was 11.30am,
I felt that I still can reached on time,
but how stupid am I,saw the inti bus there I didn't by the bus,
I goes to by nilai bus!!!
The bus was trun a round just stop at college,
so finally 12pm I reahced college,
but I carried many thing so I went back to room put all the thing,
it's 12.10pm.

Then I think I better dun go to class,
so I was absent one time on my general studies class.

While I at room,I go to shawer then washed my shirt then do something.
4pm go to my basic mat class~
Tat's all for this few day happened!

And now I'm so tired,
need a good rest now~

5/07/2009

tired

Today I was quite tired,
but so sleepy.

Dunno why is it the felt,
but I really so sleepy.

Today as usually 7.30pm go out dinner with those "cows"
(that mean by our group called "cow").
Finished ate,
they going to play pool~

I really dislike to play and I dun wan to meet the girl anymore,
every early morning need meet her till night,
so I dun hope 24 hours stick with her together~~

So when I reached my room,
I as usually on laptop,
hang around with my beloved laptop here,
then suddenly thinking that I wan desgin a mother's day card to mum.

So copy here,paste there,search there,download pic here...
Finally got a concept to desgin it.

Firstly,I just very very simply to do it..


Then I was sent it to my 2nd sis.
hahahaha~ she said she like it..

Then I trying to make it more funny.

add our sisters face inside then become like this...

Then my 2nd sis said she look so fat called my change pic,

and I tried to put dad face inside too..

Finally become like this..


Lastly~ I and my 2nd sis would like this pic so much.

Tomorrow I going to meet my big sis and 2nd sis,

then we all will use mouse freehand to wirte something inside.

So tat meant we all with one own's hand write to mum,

even we all not at sabah~

5/06/2009

hope got work to do.

Really so bored.
Suddenly I hope that I got a lot of work to do,
for the example:assignment(but I scare I cant handle),homework(I scare I dun understanding),go singK(scare I will be so relax,forget to study) and some stupid thing.

Haiz... Dunno how now!!
Hope faster friday then I can go to kl find my big sis,
she come here for working training tow months here,
then alone stay at hotel,pity her no friends,
so this friday finish class direct go find her.

now got a bit worry about next week study's thing.
Cause the 2nd weeks for study,
so I think must got homework and start assignment already.
really scare I can't handle it.
how how how?

Even exma I also felt like not so confident.
having a lot of stress now.

Hope to get all the work,
see that I can handle it or not,
better than I sit at here just worry.

5/05/2009

It's too free?

The second day I studies,
my friends they start their homework and assignment already.

But I still seem like so free and relax,
this felt make me got a bit scare.
All my lecturer were gave me a lot of stress,
cause they said till like hard to pass the exam,
or like got a lot of homework and assignment.
This was made me felt so scare.

I scare that I can handle it,
exspecially assignment,cause I dun really think I can do it well.
When I studies at secondary school also can't do my folio well,
now want to do assignment??!!!!??
My brain still keep repeat a question,
"I can do assignment well or not?"

And my english really so poor,
I just only know how to use those simple word only,
I really can do assignment?
haiZZzzz....

Now I seem like so relax,
maybe is the second day start study only,
but all my friends they are having their assignment already,
they seem like so hardworking,but I still so relax.
Dunno wheater I will waste my dad money to send me study at here or not.

I really so worried I can study well or not~
I'm scare my 1st semester fail a lot subject.
Exspecially MPW=Mata Pelajaran Wajid(for malaysian students only).
You know what subject is it?
HISTORY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I was failed this subject at my SPM,
how come I study at college need to study history again?
HOW ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

So stress now!!!I so worried about MPW this subject,
I dunno I can or can't?

All my subject I was no so confident at the first time till now.
I really so scare!!!

GUANG YING NIANG NIANG ARRHHHH!!!
HELP ME PLZZzZZzZZ!!!
I DUN HOPE TO FAIL ANY SUBJECT IN MY 1ST SEMESTER!!
GIVE ME SOME CONFIDENT CAN?


5/04/2009

Non-stop updat-ing Blog

This few day I updated a lot,
I think maybe I change to new place and start my new life at college.
Got a lot of thing I wanna to talk about.

My new friend-Emelia!!
I hate her.. Wat a fake's girl she is?
worst worst worst!!!

And bad luck to me!!!
I & her intake not same course but both of us stay at the class,
and our time table almost same>.<,just only two class are not same!!
Wat the heck is it?

I tot finished orentation I no need to meet wit her anymore!!
But FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!
I still need to meet her a lot!!!
OMG!!!

GUANG YING NIANG NIANG A!!help me plz!!!
you know she is wat kind of girl right?
I & her cant stick together a lot!!!!
If not I will be crazy!!!
Help me plzZZzz!!!!
Next semester I dun really hope to meet wit her anymore a!!!
plzZZzz!!!!GUANG YING NIANG NIANG!!!
BAO YOU BAO YOU O!!!


p/s:I was created a blog last day,at there I will talk about my love..
link:joeyinlove.blogspot.com

5/03/2009

10 sentence~ meaningful!!!!!

第一句

  如果我们之间有1000步的距离
  
  你只要跨出第1
  
  我就会朝你的方向走其余的999
  
  第二句
  
  通常愿意留下来跟你争吵的人
  
  才是真正爱你的人
  
  第三句
  
  付出真心 才会得到真心
  
  却也可能伤得彻底
  
  保持距离 就能保护自己
  
  却也注定永远寂寞
  
  第四句
  
  有时候 不是对方不在乎你
  
  而是你把对方看得太重
  
  第五句
  
  朋友就是把你看透了 还能喜欢你的人
  
  第六句
  
  就算是believe 中间也藏了一个lie
  
  第七句
  
  真正的好朋友
  
  并不是在一起就有聊不完的话题
  
  而是在一起 就算不说话
  
  也不会感到尴尬
  
  第八句
  
  没有一百分的另一半
  
  只有五十分的两个人
  
  第九句
  
  为你的难过而快乐的 是敌人
  
  为你的快乐而快乐的 是朋友
  
  为你的难过而难过的
  
  就是那些 该放进心里的人
  
  第十句
  
  冷漠 有时候并不是无情
  
  只是一种避免被伤害的工具

Moody again!!!

Today when I awake,
my feeling is so moody now,
dunno why...

Mayb about some problem.
I hate myself.

Cause I always will suddenly moody,
and I hate moody feel..
It's suffer,
sometimes I also dunno what reason am I so moody,
seem like myself so stupid,
want to suffer myself!!!!

I really feel so moody-ing now..

Start class~

Came back already~
Last night I was going back to kajang~
My 2nd sis's house...
And I'm so lucky I found a friends which stay at kajang and
her house just near my sis's house..& at college we are stay at same block too~
faith or luck? hehehe~
So happy.. Next time I wan go back kajang no need so troublesome~

Now I came back already..
Not so happy~
Not about my room...It is about tomorrow I gonna start class already.
Got a bit lazy.. Cauase I stop to study about 5months,
Now wanna studying again...
hmph~ Dunno my brain still can work or not..

Now got a bit worry about tomorrow the 1st class~
hope GOD will Bless ME!!!
And GUANG YING NIANG NIANG BAO YOU~

Start class~

5/01/2009

Just a small thing!!!

How come they wan to take this like so serious?
Excuse me!!even I come from sabah,even sabah just not so advanced than kl.
Why seem like I more .... how to say ar... in chinese is like tat.比他们见识更多.

So stupid,I told before I made a 1st new friends called Emelia,
Before tat I had said she is nice,pretty,wat fuck positive thing!!
tat all is fake,fucking damn fake!!
She is the girl think like she so pretty,then she wan to control the whole world.
This kind of people I'm not the 1st time meet.
This kind of people it's hard to subsist in this world.
She act like she the most improtant in our group?
Fuck!! she think she really the so GENG ?
you wan to compare wit me?
I just become like so weak at here,wan try to talk principle wit me?
you still need to train 10years lar...
I train my band,how many year? almost 6years.
How hard to bring a band,did you all know?
Want to be a leader you still no this qualification to be,
Cause I'm here,I just be quite and act like I'm weak and stupid,
I more clever than you all actually.
I not paise my own self,
Cause kl people was and indeed they are not so clever than SABAH loh..

Actually just now she didn't happened anything wit me!!
I just not really like her attitude!
She is worst of the worst girl.
Actually just now we are really fun,
we going to singK angain at nilai here,
and we having fun going back to hostel,
and we are so tired thinking about skip morning briefing,
but suddenly we felt like not so good if whole group didn't go to briefing.
so just some of the guy said he dun wan to go,
then we keep ask him to go,
but he also dun wan,
then if he dun wan then as his like,
why we wan to care about this?
is it our group no got him will die?
and he not didn't come to whole day,
he morning didn't come then lunch wit us,
but tat Emelia taking this like so serious one,
keep force him to go, and keep said this is unfair?
Fuck lar!!!

I really dunno wan to descride this thing anymore..
I hope some of you guy will catch my thinking now,
and how the human will got this kind of the worst of the worst attitude?
If you be the human you dunno how to patience for everything,
I dun think he/she will suceed at the society?
WORST WORST WORST WORST!!!

If I still talking about this,will be a essay,
cause....haiz
dun wan cause anymore stop typing!!

one word "GOOD"

Today I was had a great trip at seremban jusco.

And last9 I was slept at 2.30am around,so when my alarm rang on 8am I also no got any feeling.
Haha.. Finally 杨丞琳's song 暧昧 was rang two time I just awake..
Then was so rush to do everything to let me get ready.
But luckily I'm so clever,I can on the time to get ready & I got time to cook maggi for breakfast too.

Huh..!!!!?? Something happened when I finished wear my shoe and going out from the room.
STUPID JOEY!! tat's me!!Forget to take the key at room,and I was lock myself outside the room.
opssSss.. you know tat time almost 8.45am(cause we gourp at 8.45am),
so I go and ask the security how is it...
Then she called me dun worry,she asked another security to took master key to me.
So I think I can reached on the time,but SHIT!!
The another security too slow,I wait till 9am jz can open my room and took the key.
So it;s so rush. But nvm,my friends didn't throw me alone walk to he bus stop^^

Hehe... so now, the fun thing was coming!!!
hehe... when we reached jusco,jusco also haven't open yet.
Some of them were can't wait already,cause they wan to watch movie.
For me,still felt like okok la.. hehe
And my gourp thinking go to watch movie too.
then I just followed them loh..

YEAH!! jusco was open edi...
My group's member they all use to run to the cinema.
Ofcz we are girl must walked slowly.
And we dunno the guy wan to watch wat movie is it.

After guys bought ticket edi,we just knew they wan to watch X-mens.
But girls must not so like to watch this kind of movie.
And now My friend-Emilia was saw a karaoke box they,
and she suggest girls go to singging.
All girls was put up thier two hand and said K!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha.. So we go to singging luuu...
WowWOwWowWow~ That's was so fun damn fun for all of us.
Cause all of us were damn like to singging.
We keep choose song,and sing a lot of song.
hehe.. FUN FUN FUN FUN FUN FUN!!!

can't show all the picture,cause the shit line so poor,then hard to post it.
Then when we are enjoy to singging,suddenly the waiter came in asked us go to chg a small room.
SHIT!!! we keep scolding him,cause it's unfair for us and felt like they all bully student.
finally,the manager was came and said sorry to us.
And gave us some preferntial voucher to us.

So all of us were so crazy inside the room!!
hehe.. Finished singging,we go to join the guys to play some games.
then coming back college.
Today I was passed a powerful day!!
hehe... so happy oOooOOOo!!

Later 7.30pm going out to dinner wit them again!
Take a nap now..
Eyes tired>.<