I start to admin that..
I really a stupid..
guess what..
I got F in my exam result..
which mean that....
I failed one subject..
what subject is that...
is QUANTITATIVE METHODS FOR BUSINESS..
something like statistic....
I failed that subject...
I am an accounting students...
I failed calculation...
I only got C2 for my accounting...
C1 for economic and financial...
B2 for english...
what I have to say... is...
I never got a good result...
some more... I got getting worse and worse result...
everytime, once I got my exam result..
once and once again shown that how stupid am I..
Isnt I never try my best?
I din study? I din work hard? I din use my brain?
God, can give me an answer?
why once I work harder my result will be the worse?
am I blowing off now?? or I still don want to accept the truth?
why? why have go give me such knock down to me?
I can't, I really can't accept this attack...
I will fall down, seriously I fallen down already.
I couldn't trust myself anymore, I lost my confident in studies.
I really ........... upset............
why? the started of this year,
everything come toward is positive one,
and now why have to give me such fucking negative to me!!
I can't effort, why ?
I really got study... come and check my exercise here...
I did all.. except chapter one only..
I study this subject early than other subject..
why still given me a F~!
this time really really really, seriously, PAIN. SAD.
ok~ I am just a no brain and stupid girl here...