Oh yeah!!

hmmm..
Guess what?

just now I have a fight with Airasia again..

Which mean I brought ticket to somewhere to play again..

1st , I wanna to say : F*ck You Airasia!! keep on waiting room!!

But after few hours, I succeed!!

I brought for KL to Macau!! RM461 per person.. Included luggage and seat.

is that expensive??

dunno whether expensive or not.

and now I am damn worry.

Cz I scare my parents going to "suk me gao gao"

Aug I am going to Phuket and now Jan 2013 I am going to Macau.

I haven't earn money but I am wasting my parents money now.

I know I am bad, but I really hope to have some nice memory with them.

I will try hard to earn some money and save money!!

Mum n Dad sorryy!!! >.

Big Bang Alive Album!!

O.M.G!!!

Today I got it !!! I got it!!!

Is Big Bang Alive Album!!!

Wth!!!! This time that Album design is freaking cool!!

It is cover with iron... and the booklet inside!!

Two words to describe........"Cool & Heavy"

Check it out here!!

Alone Life---4 years

Guys, I going to talk about my alone life.

During this 4 years, how I pass my life.

I think should be start on when I started my college life in INTI here.

In 2009, I leave my town, my family, my friends
*Ops, should said I don have any friends on the time*

I came here study with no one,
without my family.

We can say that I really started my brands new life in INTI.

During the 1st year here, I was freaking enjoy and happy.
Well, brand new what. Is really interesting.

But actually is it not that fun at all,
I been hurt by a lot of ppl that I knew from here.

However, I got a sweet from the hurt.

In 2010, that was my really happy started.
I knew my really friends here.
5 of them, I never ever forget about them.

I started to hang out, dinner, singK, travel and many more with them.
We got a lot of memories.

After the joyful with them, I will back to be alone.

How to say?
Lets talk...

After hang out with them, I back to my room and I am alone again.
After dinner with them, I back to my room and I am alone again.
After singK with them, I back to my room and I am alone again.
After travel with them, I back to my room and I am alone again.
After be with them, I will again and again to be alone in my room.

Well, I got roommate but she not alone at all.
She always stay with her bf.

But why I will alone?
Just because I'm single for 4 years and I use to be alone.

Yet, I got my family.
But after I be with my family and I back to my room,
AGAIN!!!! I AM ALONE!!

Actually, I'm scare with alone.
But such a long time to be alone, I will feel so lonely.

Sometimes,
I wanna to talks but I have nobody to listen.
I wanna to cry but I have nobody to lie on.
I wanna to laugh but I have nobody to laugh with.
I wanna to emo but I have nobody to talks.

Everything like to shows me like,
actually I got my friends and family,
but in fact,
I am alone, actually.

Well,
I may be have to be normal with this. =)

blogging~

Wow, such a long time I did not post anything here.

Today I going to blog,

I just dunno why, just feeling to emo again..

Haaaa... WTH is that!

Again and again, my life is belonging with him.

He is not my BF, and even now we are not friends too.

But,
why everyday I will think of him suddenly?
why he will affect my mood?
actually, I got a lot of "why" to him.
Yet, I never ask him about my "why".
Because of I got no chance.
Or may be I not find the chance to let me ask "Why".

can we have a meet?
That just only me and you, because I got a lot of things wanna to tell you and ask you.

I know you are having a great life with your lover,
but I scare when doomsday is come, I got no chance to talk with you anymore.

I trust that doomsday will come in a day, but I dunno when.

I try to find you in many times,
I got your Fb, phone number, address.
But I never go and find you.

Because I scare that you will once again hurt my heart.

But I really need a long talks with you,
I just to heal my heart.

can you?
since now you are having a happy love life.
but I'm not.