Hmmm... the second final exam to me again.
Tis saturday is the final exam of malaysian studies- moral.
Hmmm.. Not worry about that. Bcz just knw my course work mark.
I get 49 mean when final I no need so worry about that.
So far I very worry about my english,business and economics.
Hmmm... Anyway I also hope this sem I can improve all my subject result.
A to A+, C to B, B to A. God bless me.
Hmmm... But I also don so greedy just wish that I can pass all my subject.
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Other than that, 28th nov I had a sweet dream which I never have b4.
I had dreamed him.
He did a lot of thing to me during the dream.
actually the dream quite messy.
But everything come to me is so prefect.
Which make me so enjoy during the dream.
Unlucky that, suddenly got a naughty boy wake me up.
So I cant continue wit that dream.
Last9 I try to dream it bak.. but I failed.. :(
So tonight I hope I can dream it bak... :D
11/30/2009
11/25/2009
Sien
Yesterday same the lonely day to me.
I tried to called him, but he was busy his assignment.
He asked me to wait him free.
So, I was waiting him on that time.
Almost 4am, I bah tahan I went to slept din wait him.
Since we long time din chit chat, I just miss him and call.
But same. He always busy. Fine =p
Other than that, one of my fren is in a complicated relation wit TWO boys.
I doesn't knw wat she is thinking now.
Always tot that she very geng very mature can hold on everything.
Actually she is not. She just make a guy suffering there and keep on do the same thing to him.
The another boy even doesn't look like care her so much, but she seem like so care him.
And then.. haiz... Anyway just complicated.
Dunno she is like the another boy's material or true heart.
either she is love the another boy's happy or for fun.
She was lie me she went to find her aunty at kl yesterday.
But I knw that she went to find the another boy which together wit him 2 years de.
Then both of them always argue wit the topic of " HIM"
which is suddenly come out at their relation.
If she wit him's relation is hardship and she really love him,
she wont care about the another boy which suddenly come out from them relation.
But she did something more close thing wit the another boy.
How come.???
I got talk about this topic wit all my fren which is around her de.
HMmmMm.. Anyway Complicated only.
From my opinion I hope that she at the end lost everything.
Two of these boys will disappear in front her.
And from me, don hope to couple anymore edi..
Very troublesome and annoying wit LOVE this word.
But I still love my family..
I tried to called him, but he was busy his assignment.
He asked me to wait him free.
So, I was waiting him on that time.
Almost 4am, I bah tahan I went to slept din wait him.
Since we long time din chit chat, I just miss him and call.
But same. He always busy. Fine =p
Other than that, one of my fren is in a complicated relation wit TWO boys.
I doesn't knw wat she is thinking now.
Always tot that she very geng very mature can hold on everything.
Actually she is not. She just make a guy suffering there and keep on do the same thing to him.
The another boy even doesn't look like care her so much, but she seem like so care him.
And then.. haiz... Anyway just complicated.
Dunno she is like the another boy's material or true heart.
either she is love the another boy's happy or for fun.
She was lie me she went to find her aunty at kl yesterday.
But I knw that she went to find the another boy which together wit him 2 years de.
Then both of them always argue wit the topic of " HIM"
which is suddenly come out at their relation.
If she wit him's relation is hardship and she really love him,
she wont care about the another boy which suddenly come out from them relation.
But she did something more close thing wit the another boy.
How come.???
I got talk about this topic wit all my fren which is around her de.
HMmmMm.. Anyway Complicated only.
From my opinion I hope that she at the end lost everything.
Two of these boys will disappear in front her.
And from me, don hope to couple anymore edi..
Very troublesome and annoying wit LOVE this word.
But I still love my family..
Don wan here
I wan back Sabah.
I really don wan stay at here.
A week almost 3or 4 days is alone stay at room.
Friends always dating wit boyfriend.
Room always empty.
So lonely...T.T
I hope I can back Sabah soon.
Just don wanna to stay at here. Don wan always alone.
Although I back Sabah I also just stay at house, but I still got my parent.
Not like here, only weekend I can go to find my sis.
and not always weekend I can go and find her.
Cz sometimes she is not free.
At the end, I still have to alone stay at here.
This Fucking place, which make me so stressful, tension, boring, suck, damn, shit!!!!
Back Sabah I feel so warm, cz got my mum together wit me.
T.T I hate here, Fucking Fuking shit damn lar!!!!
Always sick just can face alone, pain just can cry alone.
Felt sad wit that.
Btw feel like nothing wit this lonely feeling.
cz I also dunno. Don wan others wit me. Xcluding my family.
Don wan fren, Don wan Boyfriends, Don wan here.
I just wan my family.
When I can stick wit them together.
I hate fren, I hate here.
I wan family. T.T
I really don wan stay at here.
A week almost 3or 4 days is alone stay at room.
Friends always dating wit boyfriend.
Room always empty.
So lonely...T.T
I hope I can back Sabah soon.
Just don wanna to stay at here. Don wan always alone.
Although I back Sabah I also just stay at house, but I still got my parent.
Not like here, only weekend I can go to find my sis.
and not always weekend I can go and find her.
Cz sometimes she is not free.
At the end, I still have to alone stay at here.
This Fucking place, which make me so stressful, tension, boring, suck, damn, shit!!!!
Back Sabah I feel so warm, cz got my mum together wit me.
T.T I hate here, Fucking Fuking shit damn lar!!!!
Always sick just can face alone, pain just can cry alone.
Felt sad wit that.
Btw feel like nothing wit this lonely feeling.
cz I also dunno. Don wan others wit me. Xcluding my family.
Don wan fren, Don wan Boyfriends, Don wan here.
I just wan my family.
When I can stick wit them together.
I hate fren, I hate here.
I wan family. T.T
11/21/2009
I wan mummy.
So pain vry pain.
Why each month I will pain till like tat??
T.T If now I at sabah Mummy must take good good care to me.
I wan mummy.
Im so pain now.
Face this pain by myself. alone T.T
So suffering now.
Every month I must be like tat.
Why period so suffer de? haiz..
Why boy din period? they should knw gal's suffer.
HaizzZZ..
Whole day pain till I cant even walk.
T.T I wan mummy. Mummy's food can make feel better.
Wont so suffer now. till midnight still cant sleep.
So pain. So tired. So suffer. T.T
I wan bak sabah wan mummy wan ppl take care me.
So lonely. No mum's soup. No caring.
Alone Alone Alone!!! T.T
I wan mummy leh!!! MA!!!! Ngai oi ngit ooh!!
Hao tong hao tong ooh~ mao lit hoi arr!!! oi si hoi loh!!
T.T
Why each month I will pain till like tat??
T.T If now I at sabah Mummy must take good good care to me.
I wan mummy.
Im so pain now.
Face this pain by myself. alone T.T
So suffering now.
Every month I must be like tat.
Why period so suffer de? haiz..
Why boy din period? they should knw gal's suffer.
HaizzZZ..
Whole day pain till I cant even walk.
T.T I wan mummy. Mummy's food can make feel better.
Wont so suffer now. till midnight still cant sleep.
So pain. So tired. So suffer. T.T
I wan bak sabah wan mummy wan ppl take care me.
So lonely. No mum's soup. No caring.
Alone Alone Alone!!! T.T
I wan mummy leh!!! MA!!!! Ngai oi ngit ooh!!
Hao tong hao tong ooh~ mao lit hoi arr!!! oi si hoi loh!!
T.T
11/20/2009
wat to do?
Suppose to post something here.
But seem like nothing to say.
Sem break is coming soon,and I can bak sabah soon.Happy
But at the same time I worry about my result.
Scare I will re-take. HmmMm.. Worry-ing.
Sem break----plan to ply..
But all of my fren dunno hv to go where for fun.
GENTING?? Holidays. Many ppl.
SUNWAY?? Holidays. More ppl.
HmMm... Langkawi. Dunno. Still the question marks.
HaizzZz.. Seem like this sem break I going to bored the whole day again.
T.T Nvm luurhh.. Bak sabah leave this place is the most happy thing to me.
The end of the year is coming.
Xmas??? 100% with family.
Happy new year??? will how?? also the question marks to me.
I will be happy on that day??
or bored again???
Don expect anything wit that.
just hope my result will be better^.^
But seem like nothing to say.
Sem break is coming soon,and I can bak sabah soon.Happy
But at the same time I worry about my result.
Scare I will re-take. HmmMm.. Worry-ing.
Sem break----plan to ply..
But all of my fren dunno hv to go where for fun.
GENTING?? Holidays. Many ppl.
SUNWAY?? Holidays. More ppl.
HmMm... Langkawi. Dunno. Still the question marks.
HaizzZz.. Seem like this sem break I going to bored the whole day again.
T.T Nvm luurhh.. Bak sabah leave this place is the most happy thing to me.
The end of the year is coming.
Xmas??? 100% with family.
Happy new year??? will how?? also the question marks to me.
I will be happy on that day??
or bored again???
Don expect anything wit that.
just hope my result will be better^.^
11/15/2009
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Going to success wit something.
I can not care about that.
I can not worry about that.
I can not think about that.
I can refuse about that.
Good job. GalzzzZ.
I can not care about that.
I can not worry about that.
I can not think about that.
I can refuse about that.
Good job. GalzzzZ.
11/14/2009
..
When I really need you, you disappear.
When I don need you, you appear.
I need you, but I stay far away from you.
When I don need you, you appear.
I need you, but I stay far away from you.
I wish I am
Just from my sis there.
Hate bak here.
Suck place, Btw suck place plus suck gal.
Prefect!!
On the way bak INTI.
I in bus, felt so lonely.
Vry down. listen some hot song.
Nth used to me.
Fuck! hmmm
While inside bus.
I saw a women fall down.
Vry pain some more raining.
Suddenly hope that I were her.
Which can fall down more serious. More pain.
Hate bak here.
Suck place, Btw suck place plus suck gal.
Prefect!!
On the way bak INTI.
I in bus, felt so lonely.
Vry down. listen some hot song.
Nth used to me.
Fuck! hmmm
While inside bus.
I saw a women fall down.
Vry pain some more raining.
Suddenly hope that I were her.
Which can fall down more serious. More pain.
11/12/2009
SuckssSSsss Galz~
The suck gal is ME!!! CHIN SHET YAN.
My mum shouldn't born me.
in chinese-生个叉烧好过生我..
I be the "cha shao" at least can feed my mum,
now i even cant feed my mum still Yeng sui my mum my family my fren.
Leave me alone..
wtf!!! ma de..
emo emo down down down..!!
diu!!!
never be better!!
fuck off la!!!!
Im fuck off!!!
fuck off from the world!!!
polluted the world!!!
My mum shouldn't born me.
in chinese-生个叉烧好过生我..
I be the "cha shao" at least can feed my mum,
now i even cant feed my mum still Yeng sui my mum my family my fren.
Leave me alone..
wtf!!! ma de..
emo emo down down down..!!
diu!!!
never be better!!
fuck off la!!!!
Im fuck off!!!
fuck off from the world!!!
polluted the world!!!
11/08/2009
11/04/2009
The short Happiness>.<
Finished watched movie.. Quite boring movie.. TIME TRAVELER>.< 
This sat mayb alone go to SG shop shop shop!!!
Untill I crazy.. >.< The always alone's me..
Somebody help me???
baskin robbins~ Wit my farvorite MANGO!!!
At the garden.. >.<
Teach Jo Jo How to act cute..~
Tat moment stick wit them I felt so happy, enjoyable.
But when bak here... INTI Hostel!!
My mood is going to down.
Hmm~ I trying to don think so much.
Think about positive thing.
HmmM. It seem like so hard. But I keep on try and try.
However, I keep on failed and failed.
HmmM.. I hope I knw the real the truth.
But I scare Im hurt Im sad Im cry again and again.
Is hyper suffer.
I wan knw .. thinking.
Actually wat .. wan..~
My happiness always is short.
Is getting short and short. HaizZz
But when bak here... INTI Hostel!!
My mood is going to down.
Hmm~ I trying to don think so much.
Think about positive thing.
HmmM. It seem like so hard. But I keep on try and try.
However, I keep on failed and failed.
HmmM.. I hope I knw the real the truth.
But I scare Im hurt Im sad Im cry again and again.
Is hyper suffer.
I wan knw .. thinking.
Actually wat .. wan..~
My happiness always is short.
Is getting short and short. HaizZz
This sat mayb alone go to SG shop shop shop!!!
Untill I crazy.. >.< The always alone's me..
Somebody help me???
11/03/2009
Feel like I knw something edi..
Which that I don expect and hope to happen...
I feel so sad. But why I'm sad.
.. not mine, not my who.
Then why I wan so care about that.
I should congrat and wish ..
But I cant do that.
I just be silent thr.
Keep on quite there. Keep on thinking a lot negative thing.
I am who I am?? Is it just a soul?? or actually I'm dead?
Fed up... Fed up wit my life.
Why I'm dare no to die??? If I'm so brave I wont be so suffer with my life now.
I can stay at hell no need to think a lot of thing.
Worry this or that.
Fuck off ME!!! Useless gal!!!!
Which that I don expect and hope to happen...
I feel so sad. But why I'm sad.
.. not mine, not my who.
Then why I wan so care about that.
I should congrat and wish ..
But I cant do that.
I just be silent thr.
Keep on quite there. Keep on thinking a lot negative thing.
I am who I am?? Is it just a soul?? or actually I'm dead?
Fed up... Fed up wit my life.
Why I'm dare no to die??? If I'm so brave I wont be so suffer with my life now.
I can stay at hell no need to think a lot of thing.
Worry this or that.
Fuck off ME!!! Useless gal!!!!
11/02/2009
11/01/2009
Sem2 = Tension = Stressfull = hopeless
Suppose so enjoying now.
But Im so tension.
This sem seem like so hard to pass.
Almost 2 weeks edi, I still cant sleep well.
End of the year is coming, should have a new brand day in each day.
But it seem like so hard.
Everyday hard than a day.
I don wanna to give up.
But god is playing me now.
Keep make me down and down.
When he put me to the top top top,
and then he push me to the valley.
Not only one time!! Keep on repeat!!!
Is it fun? Is it fair to me? Is it worth?
Arrgghhh!!!!!!!!!! Can I die?
If u really like to fool me, better u let me die.
FUCK!!! MA DE!!! DIU!!!! PUKIMAK!!!!!
No one can help me!!! All FUCK OFF FUCK OFF FUCK OFF!!
KEEP ON FOOL ME FOOL ME FOOL ME ONLY!!!
MA DE!!!
Compare wit my older post and my old blog.
I never everyday post all the negetive thing here!!!
But Im so tension.
This sem seem like so hard to pass.
Almost 2 weeks edi, I still cant sleep well.
End of the year is coming, should have a new brand day in each day.
But it seem like so hard.
Everyday hard than a day.
I don wanna to give up.
But god is playing me now.
Keep make me down and down.
When he put me to the top top top,
and then he push me to the valley.
Not only one time!! Keep on repeat!!!
Is it fun? Is it fair to me? Is it worth?
Arrgghhh!!!!!!!!!! Can I die?
If u really like to fool me, better u let me die.
FUCK!!! MA DE!!! DIU!!!! PUKIMAK!!!!!
No one can help me!!! All FUCK OFF FUCK OFF FUCK OFF!!
KEEP ON FOOL ME FOOL ME FOOL ME ONLY!!!
MA DE!!!
Compare wit my older post and my old blog.
I never everyday post all the negetive thing here!!!
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