12/29/2010

Korea Drama

AwwwWw!!
I seriously addicted with KOREA DRAMA aaarrgghh!!

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Started from "Playful Kiss",
This drama really really really NICE A!!!!!
After that,
I keep on watch Korea Drama...

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After that I watched "My Girlfriend is a Cyborg".
This drama also not bad,
bcz the girl really really look awesome!!
and some more the story pretty good~ ^^

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And then I watched old drama which last time I wanna to watch but failed.."1st Coffee Prince"

This drama was long long time ago,
due to last time I dislike listen in Korea Language so I did not watch last time.
But after I watched "playful kiss",
I cant even stop watch korea drama~!!
hehehehe ^^
This drama not bad not bad too!!! ^^

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Now, I watching "My Fair Lady"...
But seem like not nice oh....
I stop to watch that...

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And now I downloading "Secret Garden"
I heard lot fren said that this drama not bad~
So now I waiting to watch this ooh!! ^^

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And another news is!!!!
Next year CNY I going to travel at Korea a!!!

WTH!!
I damn excited a!!

12/22/2010

Happy Winter Solstice


Today is Winter Solstice oh~
My mum not at home,
My 2nd sis also not at home,
My big sis same here.

My sweet warm house left me,dad and my 3rd sis.
Also feeling sweet today.

And I made Tang Yuan oh~
Choco and Sweet flavor oh..
It tasty much much~~
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Another 2 hours more,
his birthday is coming soon.

And I will not give him any wishes..
because "sam tam" dy.

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Today I made a wish.
I hope my mr.right come in the next year toward me^^

12/16/2010

Related


HmMm...~
This few day I do nth at home...
Just... Sleep, Eat, watch tv and Online~
Thats all I did for my holidays..

And this few days what I watch isssssssssssss completely related...
How to say~

HmmMmm...
I love to sing,
I hope to date,
I like Xmas,
I really lonely.,

So,
this few I watch tv..
and tv keep showing about singing competition, sweet drama, Xmas commercial...

Three of these things repeat and repeat show on tv.
and my mind also keep repeating what I needed no
w..

Xmas, I sure cant pass it with full of color~
this is because my mum gonna to travel at Taiwan and my big sis gonna tour to Egypt~
and then my 2nd sis at kl...

so here, only leave I, my dad and my 3rd sis..
and my 3rd sis sure busy one...
This is because her style...
and my dad sure act like Xmas is nth luurrrhh~

thus, last...
Left me alone here~
HuhUhUuuu~ how sad is that...

and you guys knw~ I never pass Xmas with fren else..
HmmMm..
The most thing I hope to is pass Xmas with Bf...
Sad that, I don hv Bf almost 3 years...

But really its ok~
Because I just hope to pass with my family thats all....

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I love to sing and seriously fucking much...
I got a fren,she sing not really well...
but she going to become a star soon..

So think wat am I thinking now...
I am fucking jealous her...
Im not hope to be a star...

I just really love to sing and wish to get praise from others..
But I know that this just a dream and it will not come true..

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and last,
I think i going to ask my dad about I wanna go to oversea f
or study on this Saturday..
Hope god bless me~
and I hope dad allow me to go..
Im not want for play..
I really hope to learn and gain knowledge too~

Haa~ okok~~
thats all!! ^^


Merry Xmas!

12/14/2010

My New Hair Style

Is that nice?
I chg my hair color and cut a new hair style~
hahaha~

12/03/2010

♥韩版恶作剧之吻♥

哦!!刚刚才看完了这套戏啦~
好看好看!!
比起台湾的,韩版真的好看过台湾的哦~
看完了,又恋爱的感觉哦~

太好看的~
不但好笑,也有感动的时候哦~

没看的朋友们,赶快看哦~
我觉得你们应该喜欢看哦...
我真的爱上这套戏~

我还马上把全有的插曲都下载了~
好听~
尤其是主题曲,会让我想起剧情哦~

哈哈~整体感言呢....
不闷~因为女主角好笑,把戏的气氛都好笑起来~
男主角帅,而且把戏的气氛都弄得温馨哦~

好看!去看去看哦!!! ^^

11/19/2010

Aw

hmm~ long time no blog dy...
Wats my feeling right now...

Hmm~ Am damn right now...
Seriously fucking damn much now...
Once final exam coming soon, I sure will be dizzy!!

And right now,
I suddenly lost my spirit to study~
I keep on FB FB FB and searching here there...

OMG!! Joey!! stop to do like this can?
You are not a genius u knw??
Final is coming next week you still can be so steady here...

COME ON!! Don be like this pls!!
JOEY!! I fainted!
BYE!

11/04/2010

A car

Seriously, I hope got my own car over here...
Not because that I want to:
-have fun with fren by car
-lazy to walk
-show off to fren my driving car skill
-show off to fren I got my own

Just a simple thing I hope to,
I don wan always people come and fetch me,
and I have to wait for people to fetch,
one more serious thing that,
I fucking hate KTM and bus over INTI Nilai here..

Seriously, I need a car over here...
Which I can no need wait for my sis come to KTM fetch me,
or I have to wait my sis free I just can back to Kajang,
or I no need always carry many thing by KTM back to hostel and I have to walk back to hostel with the long distant from bus stop to room which is seriously fucking tired,
or I no need always wait till my sis-in-law free to fetch me back to hostel..

I started to be tired with inconvenient transportation dy... T_T
I seriously hate the feeling of waiting KTM and waiting for my sis convenient time..

Haiz~
I hope miracle will be happen.
Once day dad will buy me a second car to me~

No matter wat kind car of, I just hope I got a car..

10/29/2010

Life is hard


Human being complicated....
Everything that come over to our life just like a challenges to us...
Whatever we do, whatever we think..
We must be concern with others and one self...
In short form mean we must be alert 24 hours~~

Tired Tired~~~
When my life will be end...
It will be in expectation or out of expectation??
No one knows, only God knows~

Life is a games which need us keep on pass stage by stage...
and we will not know when we will be the winner in the games...

Well, now I just hope my life be colorful and peaceful~
So, God please bless me~
and bless me done my assignment today~
Thanks!!

10/27/2010

乱七八糟

好累哦~
这个时候,很忙哦~
刚考完试,现在还要赶assignment,然后presentation,过后final exam..

好累好累哦~
我真的很讨厌short sem啊!!

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昨晚失眠又来找我了啦!!!
好讨厌哦!!!
8am有课,我2am还没睡着~~

我头脑竟然不是想考试会出的题目~
我竟然又想它了~
为什么?为什么它要不断来捣乱我的生活~
想了好多好多事了~

我真的不懂要如何告诉他,
关于哪件礼物的事~

每天看见他online但我又却不敢找他~
不断的来来回回!!
想,要还是不要?
想,怎么样说呢?
想,他会有什么反应?
想,他会觉得我怎么了吗?
想,很多很多不可能的事~

T___________T

10/20/2010

对吗?

最近我做了一件事,
做了过后我不懂自己到底是做对了还是错。

这几天,我不断地想。
到底我应该送吗?
可是我就是不知道啊~当他要生日了,我就会想要买礼物给他。
但是,他从来没买回过给我。

人家应该觉得我是喜欢他吧,
可是我就没有啊~
就是不懂每一年我都会想着要买什么礼物给他。
这一次,我觉得自己过火了。我买贵了。

所以我在烦恼着,我应该送给他吗?
他值得吗?他该得到吗?他应该拥有这个东西吗?

而且,如果我要把礼物送给他,我必须邮寄给他。
所以我真的应该送给他吗?
我买了~
我应该给他,还是留给自己用呢?

好烦啊!!!!!!!!
怎么办呢?我要如何处理这个东西呢?

说真的,其实它在我心目中,是有一点地位的。
因为他真的是我唯一一位曾经用心交的好好好朋友。
但这些都是曾经了,过去了~
他也没对我留念了~

我应该怎样呢?

10/08/2010

Oversea

Today,
I chit chat at the class wit my friend...
Suddenly,
my friends asked me, do u wan to go to oversea study?
Myself, I hope so... because I really hope to try the lifestyle at there, and I hope that I will improve my English.. and I very interested in the lives of oversea....
But I know that my parents sure won't allow me to do...
So I used to imagine only... =(

But my friends, her parents allow she go to the oversea but must find a partner to go...
I'm quite jealous~
I really hope to go....So I think I will try to ask my parents,
see whether they will change their mind... =)

Seriously, I like the lifestyle at oversea....
But I can't live my family, so if really I can go to the oversea I hope only go for one months.. xD
A year, I scare that I will miss my family badly...
Because now I study at West Malaysia and my hometown at East Malaysia...
By flight, have to use around 2 hours 30 minutes...
Only the 2 hours 30 minutes, I miss my family damn much ady..
So how about I have to by flight more than that...
I think I gonna crazy at there....

I interested with the lifestyle at oversea, but I can't live without my family...
But,
I will try to ask my family opinion.....

Last but not least,
I also hope to go oversea study too~~

10/01/2010

What The F**K

Oh yea~Today is the another day I cant asleep AGAIN!!
Yesterday night I can't asleep since I got class at the early morning 8am~
I roll roll roll and roll on my bed!!
till 3am I still cant asleep.!! u Knw!!
How suffer of this!!!!
Is fucking damn suffer..

When I tried to close my eyes and my mind non stop thinking thinking and thinking!!
Then finally I skipped the class at the early morning...~
So now........................
I think I should be tired rite???
BUT!! I cant asleep AGAIN!!

What the mother fuck up of this!!!

And now I just hope that,
when I cant asleep I got somebody to talk with.
I hate that when I cant asleep,
I keep rolling on the bed and my fucking brain is keep thinking those useless thing..
After that it may make me more hard to be sleep...
DAMN!

9/26/2010

HmMm


我想恋爱了~
可以吗????

9/24/2010

MoonCake Festival!!!!!!!!!

I am lazy to type..
Because I have to write the FUCKING diary!!!
So I just uploaded some pictures....


before play lantern, we went to singK!!!

After that, we start our handmade lantern + dinner BURGER!!
After that, we do some vandalism!
Start to light up our lantern!!!
! haha!!!
We all here~~~ ^^
LOOK!!! this is our handmade lantern!! haaha~!!!
This is mine lantern~~ is it look scary??? hahaha..
After that, we put some candle on the TIANG~
Look very pretty la!!!
I love the candle's light~~ look warm!! ^^
Lastly, we have a competition of blowing candle..
haha~ see who can blow how many candle up~ haha

Finally, there is no winner during the night....
everyone is the same level... hahahaha~~

It is the funny, happy, joyful night!!!
but now I FUCKING angry with the DIARY a!!!
FUCK it la!!!!!!
I got no idea to do it, some more have to follow formate to write it..
SHIT !!!
Even blog I also din update everyday la...
NOW!!! I have to write DIARY!!! FUCK IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



8/14/2010

Back~~

I finished my exam edi~
Having one months holiday now~
Actually I should be very happy right now,
Because back home!!
Home to my sweet sweet home~

HmMmmMm... Just dunno why suddenly,
just like got something pull me down to the bad mood.
Seriously,
I also dunno what happen to me.
But I just not really good in mood.

I super hyper worry about my result also...
I dunno whether I will pass or fail..
My english paper....
I never get a good result,
and I always "just pass" with the subject,
some more have to be very worry about it "just pass" it.

This time my Fucking lecturer,
din let us know about the course work mark,
dunno wat we had did in the test1,
wat correction of our test2,
have to how to answer the question of final~
WTF of her!!!
Fucking duper shit lecturer!!

I damn hate my degree lecturers!!
Each of them really suck them my foundation lecturers!!
All really the FUCKING HOLY SHIT!!
Better all FUCK OFF!!
I wan back my foundation lecturer!!

and now I just realized the more we paid the less we get..
We paid damn much for the degree course~
but what the FUCK of the lecturer give~
All pieces of SHIT!!

FUCK OFF you all!!
You all have to qualification to be a lecturer!!
Some more is DEGREE LECTURERS!!
FUCK OFF!! pls!

8/06/2010

TENSION!!!

MOTHER FUCK UP!!!
Final is coming!!
Its coming fucking fast!!
I got not enough time to do all the revise!!!

GOSH GOSH!!!
Final Final Final!!
Once final is coming that prove that how stupid am I!!
Errgghh!!!

I really so so so tension right now..
I keep study but seem like I din study get anything inside my mind now~
Some more my test not really well~
Hmph!!! >.<

I super freaking SCARE la!!!!
I facing all the book now~~
Its damn messy on my table!!!
Yooorrr~!!!

Can I don very stress during final ma??
SPM I also don have this kind of feel oh~~
SUCKS!!!
Really SUCKS la!!!

8/01/2010

Family♥

Suddenly feel like wanna travel with my family again~

Dunno what happen,this few years I feel that family is so important in my life~
I can't do anything without my family mind~
Mayb I studying at oversea have one years already~
I seldom back home,
thats why I damn miss my family so so much~

Once gathering I am very very appreciate it~
I love the moment stick with my family~I like the moment plat with my family~I miss the moment joke wit my family~
I needs everything every single second with my family~
I so so so much miss the moment gathering with my family~
There are much joyful, lovely, sweet felt inside~
Mum, Dad & all my dearest sister~
Do you all know I love you all so much??Do you all know I need you all so much??
I felt upset, stressful, sad or whatever feeling I having I needs you all just beside me and accompany me~

I alone studying here,
even though recognize many friends here.
and I found much fun here,
but at the same time I need you all together with me~because like that, just is the prefect to me~
Mum, Dad & all my lovely sisters,
you all give me much warm~
Even we are argue with something or what,
I also feel so happy with the argument~Still remember the 1st time we travel???
I miss it damn much~
We all 1st time travel to CHINA KUANG ZHONG~
During CNY 2007~
This is our 1st time family travel and also my 1st time travel at not local place~
How much fun with this~~So happy during that moment~

After that Dad said he want every CNY,
must travel to CHINA once~
It is very very very very joyful and sweet~
Even though I can't get much ang pao~
But travel with family is the BIG BIG ang pao to me~


This is the 1st time we went to Kuang zou~ With my beloved family~~!!!
Happy happy Damn MUCH!!!2007

2008 CNY, we din go to travel because my cousin wedding~
We went to his wedding
day^^
Also very happy with this~ because CHIN family 1st time manage wedding party ^^
2009!!! We all went to Shang HAI!!! hehe
This trip WONDERFUL!!!! M
y lovely family!!
do you know you all are the sweeter in my heart!!?? muacksSS!!!!

and here and here!!!! Snow place!!! 2010!! This year!!
We met up snow!!! is a amazing to us!!!
and we have much much much much memories with the trip!!
LOVE!!!!!!!!

So sweet!!!
very sweet with all the moment!!
I thanks to my family~
Thanks for them give me such SWEET memories in my life..
You all are best I ever meet~
MUACKS!!!!

During this year I and my family are very very happy because not only the snow place trip and also my SIS wedding party!!!
My dad is the 1st so so happy with this~
not only him ME and all my family members also very happy about this~~


This is my new member of my family!!!! Name is Ronnie!!
He is my sis in law!!! ^^
This is during Sabah wedding dinner...Warm day^^

Here is during KL here wedding day!!!
Really a memorable day to me and my family~
LOOK!!! my dad smile so sweet^^

Hmph here!!!
Actually this post suppose post on last two days ago!!!
Just because my stupid laoptop's wireless got problem!!!
Hmph!! make me cant online properly!!
Have to use cable just can online and post those photo out!!!
DAMN it!!
T.T

but nvm~~~
now I can post it out edi!!
Happy!!!

Mum, Dad, and all my dearest SIS!!!
I LOVE YOU!!! MUACKSsSS!!!

7/29/2010

How to reduce stress???

HAha~~ long time no post video to you all watch ady!!!
hehehe~~ I DAMN stress during this few days~
This is because final is coming soon,
and my test did not really well..

Some more I keep get sickness!!!
DAMN!!!
I record this video long long time ago~
So I was watched just now.

After I watched,
I felt much better ady~~~
So I hope those ppl are sad or unhappy or stress right now,
COME and WATCH!!
This will be help you guys a lot a lot!!!


7/28/2010

Sick again~!!!

Ma de FUCKER!!!!
SHIT DAMN BULL SHIT!!!
What the hell is it!!??
I'm sick AGAIN!!!

FUCK!!!
If Im not mistaken,
last month I also sick~~~
Ans now I Sick AGAIN!!!
FUCK UP!!!

I very angry myself!!
What the hell I keep sick~~~
This time I sick till I crying there~~~

I crying thats not mean by Im suffering actually~~
Im crying just because I damn angry myself!!!
I angry myself WHY SICK AGAIN!!!
FUCK OFF!!!!

I hate the feeling of sick!!!
it is FUCKING SUFFERING!!!
OH!!!
GoD!!! Stop give sickness to me anymore PLS!!!!

Final exam is coming soon!!!
PLS!!! gv me LUCK better than SICK!!!

7/22/2010

自己的感受

怎么说呢??
我今天再发现到,
自己的感受真的是没有人会懂得~
除了自己就只有自己一个人会懂得~~~
没有别人,也没有第二个了~~~

为什么我会突然那么说呢??
那是因为,
说真的,一句老实话,
我身边的朋友不是那么很长体会到我自己的感受~~
但虽然有时会感觉到啦~

可是有时没感觉到,
其实我的心是很难受的~~~
我没有怪他们,我真的没有怪他们~~
因为我没说别人那里会懂呢~~
他们又不是我肚子里的一条虫~~
所以我没有权力怪他们~~

嗯~~~刚才和一般朋友读书,
读下读下,聊下聊下,
聊到我很敏感的话题,有搞得我不是那么的开心,
不是那么得自在~

但,不要紧~~~
我每怎样~~~就只是把以前的东西又浮现在我头脑而已~~
只是让我想会不开心的事~~
不要紧~~
想会而已,不是再一次经历已经很好了~~~

所以Joey!!!!
加油吧!!!!读书真的很重要~~~
不要想没用的东西了~~~
乖乖的读书,好好的爱我的家~~~
这样就好了~~

7/20/2010

Moody

Wat happen to me?? T.T
I'm moody suddenly,
feel like so uncomfortable right now..

I dunno wats going,
tomorrow I got statistic test2 then Friday got accounting test2.
Hmph>.<
Quite nervous with these,
because in test1 I did not really well.
So I hope this time I can be better.
But I scare I can't do it.
T.T

HaizZz~ moody..
now I looking at the book and the book is studying me....
T.T
HOW HOW HOW HOW!!!!????
Seriously!!! I'm SCARE!!

One of the problem I'm so moody is....
FINAL IS COMING!!
This sem, only two day I will finish my final.
should I happy or sad??

hUuHHuuuU!!!
T.T
Every time final is coming I sure will be so panic and stressful~~
HaizZz..
seriously I wanna cry right now already~~~

I feel so so so so vexed now!!
Yorr... Totally lost my mind in the book...

This sem my test is not really good compared wit my previous sem~~
GOSH!!! OMG!!!
Damn It!!!

7/18/2010

一起疯过的朋友


很快,在这个星期内,
我要和那般曾经一起玩过,一起努力过,一起过了很多很多天的朋友见面了~
这次是因为一位朋友参加新秀大赛进了5强,
然后他大家借着这个机会,一起聚齐来了~

不懂为什么,
我的心情很反复~
一时觉得很开心,一时觉得不是那么想去,一时又很不安心~
老天爷啊~
为什么我会有那样的心情呢?
我应该要用社么心情来面对他们呢?
我总觉得我和他们不一样~

从以前到现在,
我很少和他们聚在一起的时间,只有在学校一起比较多~
私人时间我通常比较喜欢呆在家或是我乐队里~

可是老实话~
大家一起在学校一起玩的时候真的真得很开心!!!
真的有一起傻过~

男的~

女的


现在我的心情~
我也不懂~~~
我只想快快考完试!!!!
放假!!!

因为我的朋友们要来我家做客了哦!!!
开心!!!
就是他们了!!!迫不及待!!!

7/13/2010

Love ❤

HmMMm... Today I gonna talk about Love..
Haa~ Why ?? Why I wanna talk about Love??
This is just because I need someone to Love now lohhh...
Dunno why, during this year got a lot of ppl keep posting their sweet photo on FB.
And change their status into in a relationship with who who who.
I'm not jealous with this.
But I jealous with the sweet sweet pictures.
hMMm... Is that mean by I so lonely??
Not really.. Cause I really enjoy my life now.. I really used to it..
But seem like sometimes I need someone to comfort..
HmMm... Sometimes when I'm alone to somewhere, I wish that there are someone can sms with me, or just by my side accompany me..
I was a single almost two years already...
There is not a long time and doesn't matter too....

When I think back my previous Love...
hMmm... each of them never do such sweet thing to me...
(ps: after I saw a lot pictures came from my fren is all include their surprise happy and sweet gift)
My 1st BF, no need talk about this person because just a puppy love.. Haa
My 2nd, we knew each other from basketball court... Also less contact..
My3rd, WOW!! We together almost 3 years but also break up just because of his stupid thinking.. and he never do any sweet thing to me.. just a SUCK memory to me... Hate him deeply only..
My 4th, hMmm... I also dunno want to say about him..
He just a guy... Haizz... speechless only..

I am waiting my 5th here... and the last also..
Dunno why in my mind how I want to find a guy to be last longer now...
Because I don wanna to play anymore...
I want make my life stable now...
Don wanna to give any "love problem" to disturb me...
I wish my 5th BF is older than me...
Even older than me 5 years I still can accept it..
Is better work already...
now is fight with the work now...
Why?? Why now I hope to choose older than me 's guy???
Because been hurt so deep with those same age or just older than me one or two years.
And I really dislike their thinking..

Yea~ I know I know even I choose older than me doesn't mean that they will love me so much.
or mayb I will been cheat by them too....
But I rater than older I also don wan younger or same age..
hMmmm...Just dunno why... I just want a mature guy... don wan a childish guy..

Hope I can him in someday...

7/11/2010

That's My Goal

You know where I've come from,
You know my story,
You know why I'm standing here...
Tonight,
Please don't go,
Don't be in a hurry,
I'm here to make it clear,
Make it right,
Well I know I've acted foolish,
But I promise you no more,
I've finally found that something
Worth reaching for,
I'm not here to say I'm sorry,
I'm not here to lie to you,
I'm here to say I'm ready,
That I've finally thought it
through,
I'm not here to let you're love go,
I'm not giving up oh no,
I'm here to win your heart and soul,
That's my goal.

Please don't go,
You know that I need you,
And can't breath without you,
Live without you,
Be without you,
Well I know I've acted foolish,
But i promise you no more,
I'm not here to say I'm sorry,
I'm not here to lie to you,
I'm here to say I'm ready,
That I've finally thought it through,
I'm not here to let you're love go,
I'm not giving up oh no,
I'm here to win your heart and soul,
That's my goal.
Well i won't stop believing,
That we will
I found a song, I very like this song,
because this song is meaningful.
Especially the chorus there....
Very nice really nice...
That's My Goal... The chorus there "I'm not giving up"~

HrrmmMm... I going to be love this song so much~

You guys can go and download this song..
I think it could be the nice song list... with the meaningful lyric there~
Pretty Nice~^^
发桥

7/04/2010

Say something

HUH!!!!
Tis few days I damn crazy wit 超级星光大道之传奇赛❤!!!
Just because all of them are AWESOME!!!
Each of them, One of them!! I just can use one word to describe them "WOW!!!!!!!"
They all really really really can sing really really really sing very very very WELL!!
OMG!! I damn like them, especially Janice YAN!!!


is her is her!!! 閻奕格!! GREAT!! She has a pretty face, nice voice!! GOSH!!

Actually not only her is great, inside this singing competition all of them sing very GENG la!!
This 超级星光大道之传奇赛 is those who been out at previous competition come back fight again.
So, Jancie is the girl which pk with others and won many times,
then this time she come and join this stage singing competition.
HmmMm.. got two guys there I also very very like them
They are 吴忠明&张心杰!!
Both of them sing also very nice!! Lov Lov!!




Tis is 吴忠明!!! For myself I quite Like him ooh..~ **

Tis is 张心杰!! His voice got a bit like husky.. Is very special~



AwwwWw~ after watch 星光 then I watch Astro新秀...
Alamak!! Astro really Astro really cant even fight with 星光 loohh..
From my opinion, "cincai" one out from 星光's participant come Astro pk all...
He/she also can win them la!!
The astro really really really low standard le..
Sorry to say even I got one fren in final now.
but she also not the great there~
You knw why she can in the final??!!
EASY!! Pretty la!! Piuuwwtt!! Alamak!! Alamak!!



I din say the bad of Malaysia la~
But But But!! They really cant win others country la~
Like American Idol also very geng~
China de also not bad...
Now the most powerful in my heart is
星光!!!




The another thing I wan to talk about is...
in 星光, if ur look not ok~ the judges will direct say u..
If u r fat the judges will ask u for diet..
BUT!!! in Astro!! those judges are direct out those look ugly look fat look not nice.
Even they really can sing..
For those look pretty nice handsome but sing so so only..
Can in in the final~


What the hack of tis!!??
What the hell of Tis!!!??
What the *uck of tis!!??


Im so sorry to say Malaysia like very bad here..
But after I watch 星光 then I watch Astro~
REALLY REALLY REALLY the BIG different na~~
AiksSS~ Why Astro singing competition can find those really can sing,
those really well???
Somemore the judges....HaizZz
I just compare compare compare both of these singing competition..
Really the BIG different of these singing competition~~
Look & listen the judge's comment to participant..
I also can differentiate clearly..


Don care about look, don care about face~
Just use the heart use the ears to listen properly their voice??
I really really really strongly HATE Astro singing competition!!
Quite insult those really can sing but look not really nice~

6/17/2010

大病一场

June12,我二姐的婚礼。(n.n)
很开心哦~ 家里第一次办婚礼...哈哈~
我爸爸妈妈是最最最紧张的,而且呀爸爸把婚礼安排得很棒哦~
有很多特别的节目,爸爸妈妈有献唱“选择”。
好可爱~因为他们还有台步哦...哈哈~
然后大姐也献唱“祝福”~当大姐唱祝福时,爸爸还哭了呢...>.<
三姐就很忙咯~忙着招待客人(因为只有她很长接触爸爸的朋友)。
而我呢,还好咯~帮帮妈妈拿东西,帮帮二姐拿东西,就是做“阿四”咯~
呵呵~可是我们大家都很开心很开心哦!!!^.^
因为有很多很多人哦~很多很多亲戚都来了~
婚礼完,第二天我和我二姐和kl的亲戚就会来这里咯~
很快哦~因为我要读书,他们要工作哦~
陪爸爸妈妈的时间都不够~T.T


爸爸妈妈在台上唱歌~好专业哦~

大姐唱歌时~看!!美吗?

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回kl前一天,我和我的朋友们去clubbing了~
因为蛮就没见他们了~ 就凑一点时间找他们聊聊玩玩咯~
没想到他们竟然带了我不喜欢的人(曾经吵架过的)。
在很不奈何之下(他们一直拉我和她牵手),我们就和好了啦~
在clubbing的时候,我的朋友们~AikSSss
不懂要如何说,很多都抽烟~
而且很多搞同性恋!!!! 最讨厌这个了!!!
她和她很能抱来抱去,还在我的面前亲嘴!!!!
恶!!!!!! 恶!!!!!! 看到都恶心啦!!!!
可是我也不能怎样啦~
嗨~当我看不见就算了!!!

在右手边的就是我不喜欢的咯~也她搞同性恋!!!

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Clubbing第二天!!!!
回kl咯~T.T 爸爸妈妈没来送机,因为我们太早回了~
而且爸爸妈妈为了姐姐婚礼也忙了好几个月了~
让他们休息休息咯~^^
但是,上机前我发烧了~>.< 然后就大病了一场~ 发高烧,40度呢~ 伤风,咳嗽,喉咙疼~!!!! 啊!!!!根本是拿我的命啦!!! 躺在床上像个死人那样!!!残!!! 那时候我还要去考试啦~~~~~ 我的妈呀!! 我的妈呀!!! 整个人的状态就是“blur”=.=" 还有好友!!!! 我的身份证也不见了~T.T 看看我有多倒霉啦!! 生病了,又要考试,身份证又不见了,还有PTPTN的东西要弄!! 天啊!!我做人做到这样是最衰的啦~
病到七彩时拍的~

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现在呢,就是等在kl的婚礼咯~^^
因为有把握么一家人聚在一起了~开心!!

6/06/2010

turtle

T.T
Just now I have nothing to do,
so I plug in my hardisk into my laptop.
Then I start to click this folder, click that folder.
T.T
I saw my little turtle pictures.
T.T
All the pictures, I took when I brought it.
From that 1st time I saw it till that day it dead.
T.T
I dunno why it will dead,
and when it was dead I still haven't realized tim... >.<
I still keep feed it eating, slowly,
I just realized it is not eating,
and I tried to shacked the box!!
OMG!!! It was DEAD!!
T.T

It is the 3rd turtle I acquire,
and also the 2nd turtle I acquire till DEAD..
T.T
Why they are a lot of ppl said turtle is easy to acquire?
I acquired three turtle and only survive one turtle..
T.T
The 1st day I bring it bak to my house, it is still inside a plastic bag.T.T
It likes to lie on the stone, the pink colour stone which I love the most. T.T
See, it is small like this and I made it DEAD!!! T.T

I miss It BADLY right now!!!
T.T

6/04/2010

别人的感受

安静下,仔细想一想。
我终于懂了,找到那些原因为什么我不是那么喜欢中学的朋友。
原来他们很少顾及到我的感受
就去做些明明知道我是不喜欢的东西。

他们懂我不喜欢那些人,他们偏偏要把他们带到我身边。
他们懂我不喜欢去做那些是,他们偏偏要批我那样做。
他们就是懂我不喜欢,他们却偏偏爱去做。

以前的我
可能就会那样想...
"他们懂我不喜欢却要还是要在我面前做那些事,只是想要我对那些使改观而已"
可是他们有想想吗?
一个你不喜欢的人,一个你不相见的人,一个就是让你伤心的人。
你会想看到他或她吗?
我的答案是:“不会。”

怎样避免都好,我都不想再见到这些人。
我的中学朋友,他们就是很喜欢把他们搬到我面前来。

最后我才懂,原来他们做每件事时,很少会顾及到别人的感受。

我喜欢我大学的朋友,因为他们处处都为人着想。

6/03/2010

大事情

每个人的身边都会发生大件事吗?
最近我身边的朋友他们都各自发生了很多事,
比如说,和男友分手车祸考试的竞争甚至于“死亡”
是不是每个人的身边都会发生一些大件事或是挫折呢?
我发生了吗??
虽然以前我不是那么开心,现在也so so only.
以后呢?会不会像我的朋友们那样,发生很不愉快的事呢?
说真的,我还蛮害怕有那一天。
如果我身边其中一位我的朋友发生事,我真的不懂要如何面对。
我有位朋友,她的男友发生车祸去世了。
她虽然本来很脆弱的,后来她也很勇敢她很棒,面对每件事,solve the problem some more.
她很勇敢真的很勇敢~如果是我,我一定自毙很多很多天。

我很常说我的日子不是过得那么得好,可是compare来说他们比我惨了~
我应该要好好感谢上天下的。
可是虽然他们是发生一件不是很好很好的事,
但我也不会好到哪里去啊~
虽然不是一次来的,我是连续下去的阿~
也不会很好受。

嗨~凡事都是实难料啦~
老套的说一句:“顺其自然咯”

5/27/2010

A year

Well~
Long time I din update my blog edi,
suppose update everyday likes those blogger.
But since I'm a hyper lazy girl n Suck in English and Chinese's girl,
so I'm not really like to update everyday.
I willing keep everything inside my mind my brain.
Think those stupid question inside my brain my mind.
haha~but sometimes I also will post something here just because I'm bored right now.

Alright~ wat is mean by "a year"?
This is mean by I be a single a year already.
Before that I think I will like this status till I finish my studies.
But this few days I saw a lot of couplessSSsSs..
So now I quite jealous with it.
Mayb 寂寞难耐 already bah...
Swt~~ seem like I "fa qiao" right now.
Anyway, I wont purposely to find someone to be my bf.
I just want let it be.
Just see the god arrangement.

5/03/2010

I'm Bored

Yea~ This week is new sem...
So definitely will be so bored.
I got nth to do~ so boring so boring..
Keep watching n watching n watching...
HaizZz... Find something to let me do ... k?
Nth~ >.<
While I'm having bored, I will keep worrying~
Swt~ because I scare after word I can't handle the stressfulness~
HaizZz..~ I rather than stress of work I also don wan stress of studies ooh...
So so so so so so so..!! speechless..
Arrgghh!! I really very hyper scare studies ohhh.!!
Jz because I'm don hv the qualification to be a student aarrrghhh!!
I'm stupid! That's truth..~
HaizZz

5/01/2010

Again~

1st-----

I completed my foundation ady..!!^.^
Its so happy actually, but dunno y I doesn't feel like tat.
Keep still got something I'm so worry.
Yea~ Right~
Now I taking degree ady. Quite scare I can't manage it.
My english, last sem I nearly fail.
But now passed edi, I can't believe it.
I think must be those officer or lecturer help us to pass only.
So I don think I can pass actually.
Degree, got english class again.
HaizZz... Worrying now.

2nd---

I can't sleep again.
Always~
Bak here... my hostel~
Always make me hard to sleep.
HaizZz.. Wat happen?
Mind thinking too much only loh...
haa~Even bak to my sis there.. SAME~
Cant sleep easily. FUCK!
Haa~Think a lot a lot ooh..
Diu~ Wat I can keep think le?
Home?Love?Fren?Studies?
Everything bah...
going to crazy wit these...

3rd----

23th Apr...
My birthday~!
I tot that he will sms to me for wish.
Haa~ NO!
Quite disappointed. Really!~
Luckily at FB still have, but just only "Happy Birthday"
Haa~I still tot that he will send me something special.
Think to ask him something also.
HaizZzz....Make me keep think bak him.
FrenSssss~ always told me that this kind of ppl don choi so much la.. not worth.
Em Em~ I really knw I shouldn't care tis ppl or else.
But those memorize... Which cant delete from my mind.
keep repeat and repeat.
Fuck!

3/15/2010

~.~

hmMm... dunno how to say again leh..
hmmm... yesterday night knew something.
I stand from his side to think a lot of thing.
and use his mind to think.
mayb now he so sad ady.
we also dunno wan how to comfort him.
jz hope him don be so remorse.
Bcz accident we cant expect it come on when and wat time.
But got one of his fren quite serious lehh.
and one of his fren is a girl and the girl face was.... haiz
wat can I comment wit this case?? NONE~
Bcz tis jz an accident.
Hello~ my fren, hope u can hear that wat am I talking here.
PlzZ don be so remorse... bcz we cant expect everything is come from whr and how.
be strong ok!! we all here support u and wont let u stay alone!!
GAMBATEH!!!!!!!!!

3/11/2010

!@#$%^&*

hMmm.. Am I worrying??
also dunno why.
Jz wanna to update something to my blog.
But whn I click new post and thn try to typing.
My brain is blank.
But I know wat I wan to post.
Just really dunno wan how to type it out.
Mayb Im hesitat bah... My brain. My heart still got who..
HmMmm.. Just hope someday or one day he will know the actual feeling from me bah.
Seriously, dunno wan how to say.
everything I just keep it in my deep heart.
Mayb I just can wait. wait the day come.
Know the feeling my thinking toward u.
Hope myself can help me to settle up.
And may god pity me this stupid girl bah.
Is time to comfrot me ady. My dear god..

3/10/2010

BF??

HmmMm.. This few weeks, all my fren around keep call me find a BF.
I also dunno why. I think mayb of "she" bah.
Hahaha... They scare that I will become LES. keke
Funny~
I wont be a LES la... All my dear fren.

I got think b4 to find a BF.
But not porpusery to find. Just waiting the Mr. right also.
I'm not so need a BF actually.
Bcz I really enjoying my single life now.
So BF this business put it a side better.

I quite worry abt my education only.
So mayb even I have a BF I will concentrate on my studies also.
Mayb really being mature edi.
DAI GO LUI edi.. hahaha..
Not really need those puppy sweet love now.
I very concern with my studies actually.
One and the half year be a single girl edi.
And now I really just focus on my studies at all.
Yet, if my Mr.right is come I also wont stop it la..
haha~
just let it be.... ^^

3/07/2010

I cant sleep

I cant sleep today.
I'm not sad wit wat, not angry wit wat, scare wit wat, hate wit wat, mood off wit wat.
Im jz normal mood now.But why I cant sleep.
after celebrating carmen's bday.
I bak to hostel and then start to edit my sis wedding photo.
Just suddenly the mood come. Im quite like it^^ hee.






wish u both have a happy wedding^^

after I edit then I upload to FB and tag them.
Next, I going to sleep on 2.30am
lie on bed almost 30minute more I was slept.
But 3.39am I was woke up.
My laptop music was off and the screen saver photo was stopped.
Stupid laptop always SOT>.<
I try to sleep bak.
But after one hours my mind still wake up but my eyes is close.
Hope to sleep, but I cant sleep.
Dunno why. So I wake up and watching some movie to make my mind tired and ask me to sleep now better.
But now is 5.53am!!! I still cant sleep.
What happen?? Am I sad? NO! Am I hurt? NO!
So wat the hell is going on my mind.
Stupid girl. mayb some problem in my mind.
But I sure that I have nth to worry now.
hMmm.. Jz quite worry abt my studies.
Last sem in foundation edi.
I should work hard. I don hope to get any subject re-take.
May god and guan ying niang niang bless me all the time.

HaizZz.. wats going on??? I cant sleep. Hence, I come and update my blog.
long time din post anything here edi.
After CNY, my mood my body my everything become GREAT!
dunno why~ mayb jz bcz of my family.
I had a wonderful trip with my family.
although this is not the 1st time, but this time I felt the great feeling in the trip.
Mayb I grow up edi and my 2ns sis going to marry soon.
Mayb she cant always stay wit us edi.
So I quite appreciate the time we belong together.
My mum, dad, all my beloved sis. HAPPY^^
Sometimes Im quite stupid, jz bcz I like to show everyone my CNY trip photo.
Cz when I showing to others I feel excited and I will keep explaining the photo.
haha... Stupid>.< keke.. btw~ I love it. Bcz Im happy^^

But NOW I cant sleep. WTH is it?? hehe
Ok~ fine. After I post tis I will try to sleep again.
And yet! Im so late sleep tomolo my bone will be broken down.
OpsSs should be so EARLY sleep.. haha
Goodnight Buddy^^

2/28/2010

我没有讨厌

我快喘不过气了~
我没有讨厌她,我真的没有讨厌她~
我是真心当他是我的朋友,很好很好的朋友。
可是有时太黏我了,感觉到我是她的另外一半。
明明是有男友的,但为什么什么是都是我?
有时我想过个自己的时间都不能似的。
我没有讨厌,我真的没有讨厌她。
可是这样的黏法,我是一个没有脚的鸟但这样的黏法我是不能得。
我真的没有讨厌这个人,可是我很没有自由。
我不喜欢没有自由。我真的是一只没有脚的鸟。
在这里我就是很自由嘛~没有家长的官下~
我应该什么东西都能做嘛~可是现在的我背着一个很重很重的包袱哦。
我真的很想摆脱她~可是我是真心对她是我的朋友。
可是我就不喜欢那种黏法。为什么就不能参参她自己的朋友?
你不是有自己的朋友吗?为什么不去参呢?参参也无妨吗!
我们都必须给彼此一点空间嘛。
我没有讨厌你!!真的!!!我真的很喜欢你这位朋友!!
可是做法能好点吗?

2/04/2010

The power

Now Im a single..
You all knw wat is the single mean by??
Single is mean by one person.
No boyfren,got freedom and I can do watever I like.
But now I pass my day wit ... dunno how to say the feeling.
Seem like my life doesnt free now.
I cant do everything I like when I really like it.
Everytimes I have to care someone's feeling.
After I did something, mayb I will get some satirize words to hear.
This feel not the good. I really dislike it.
HmmMm.. Im not angry by it.
But I just hope I can do something without others permission.
I really din angry or mad wit this.
But now I single.. So can I have a NORMAL life which is suit for single person??
Can I have the power to do my thing my stuff??
or can I have the power to pass my life.
HaizZz.. dunno how to say it.
Is it myself 惹来?
HmMm.. don think about this bah...
I just hope someday I will be the better.
I don hope this will keep going.
I wan my own power. I wan my own life~

1/26/2010

I don wan alone

This few days I keep stay at seremban wit my fren which come from seremban.
While stick wit them vry fun.
Everything bad, sad, negative thing. BYE BYE!!
Cz I just knw to carzy wit them.
And now, I alone at room again.
HmmMmm.. suddenly hate the alone feel.
HmmMM.. How? All my true fren just knw how to fooled me.
hMMmm..

1/23/2010

Y.Y

My feeling..
My feeling is it nothing important to the god.? or else.
Im so desperate.
Feel like wanna scold all of them(which hurt me before) one by one and face to face.
But is it meaningfull. NO! is meaningless.
I have no energy.
I everyday ask myself. Why I cant die now?
and then myself just let me knw that Im dare no to die.
cz I love my family. I dont want leave them.
Bcz they are the only treat me as thier sweet heart.
which wont hurt me deeply. give me a lot a lot of breath to live.
But sometimes I really hope myself can die directly.
For example, accident, kill by someone, fall down or else.
HmMmm.. but after I die everything will be fine???
WONT! I just will make my family more sad.
But can tell me I want how to be happy be fun if those fucking thing keep on distrub me?
Im not a no feeling human.
My presonality? is that suck?? or really the bitch am I?
why everyone treat me like tat???
Who come and comfort me? Who come and love me at here...!
Alone came to KL study.
In my mind just think that new environment new life.
But new life doesnt is the best the good.
Everytimes I tot that my life starting stable edi.
Must be have something come and distrub my normal life.
WHY! be pls fair la god! Sorry.



1/13/2010

坎坷

我真的很努力了~
每一天都对着朋友大笑,狂笑,狂玩...
过程中真的很垃圾都忘了干干净净...
过程后很辛苦...什么垃圾都回来了..
不想哭,因为哭了后很累,眼睛会痛..
不喜欢伤心...讨厌不开心的感觉...
可是当不开心时很想哭但哭不出来...
这样更辛苦...头脑会像很多很多...
吵不到人讲我的心里话...不是我不相信我的朋友...
就不懂为什么自己不想讲...写在这里我又懒惰打..
可能也是因为自己的遭遇吧...
信后还是被...不懂...坎坷吧...
HmMmmMmm...我还是很信他..
那天我很不开心,自己忍不住又找他了...
我才发现原来我真的不需要再找他了..因为他没可能会让我的心情变好..
反而更伤...哭得更多...但是为什么我的心里还是对他是我的好朋友呢?
有人告诉我,现在我的人生坎坷...
不是因为神在玩我而是神在平衡着...
我现在那么不开心那么痛,改次我就会很开心很悠闲...
真的吗?可是为什么不开心了那么久还是一样的?
我真的讨厌不开心的感觉...

1/09/2010

T.T

last time I just posted that I happy wit my normal life now.
But why the god always wan to spoil my mood.
always wan get something to hurt me.
God plz be fair can??
I being hurt so long edi.
I really don hope I everyday sleep on bed.
but I doesnt have a sweet dream. Even night mate also cant.
Bcz I cant sleep. tear come out.
I knw I really suck.
But god. fair plzZz.. why thy told me god love everyone.
YA!!! god is love everyone but except me only.
I got a lot to say. but im tired wit tis.
God. fair plsSss fair plSssS...

1/07/2010

my feeling to 2010

HmMMmm... 2010 had passed one week more.
The 1st feeling to me is nothing.
Nothing special in my life of 2010.
Everyday swimming din go for class.
Sleep, movie wit fren, drama wit fren, chit chat wit fren,
hang out wit fren.
HmMMmm... Even this is not i ascpet in 2010 but don hope will be suck as last year.
There Fucking shit at 2009.
So I don hope to great or best.
I just hope to be normal.
No tear no pain no hurt no feeling.
Normal normal then I will be appreciated the life of ME!
And happy wit family is more important to me.
Really seem like fren doesnt important to me edi.
I just wanna to be normal don be the best.
Mayb this is the most important to my life of 2010.
YAYAYAYAYA!!!! SOME MORE!!!!
I hope no love in my life of 2010 too!!!
And I knw I can do it.
Since I had ignore 2 guys which is treat me really good.
But dunno why I scare guy treat me good.
Mayb this call 恐惧感.
Haha... so suck am I.
BTW!! I love now I love to be like that.
When I wan alone I can be alone.
When I wan together I can be together.
That's great!