10/29/2010

Life is hard


Human being complicated....
Everything that come over to our life just like a challenges to us...
Whatever we do, whatever we think..
We must be concern with others and one self...
In short form mean we must be alert 24 hours~~

Tired Tired~~~
When my life will be end...
It will be in expectation or out of expectation??
No one knows, only God knows~

Life is a games which need us keep on pass stage by stage...
and we will not know when we will be the winner in the games...

Well, now I just hope my life be colorful and peaceful~
So, God please bless me~
and bless me done my assignment today~
Thanks!!

10/27/2010

乱七八糟

好累哦~
这个时候,很忙哦~
刚考完试,现在还要赶assignment,然后presentation,过后final exam..

好累好累哦~
我真的很讨厌short sem啊!!

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昨晚失眠又来找我了啦!!!
好讨厌哦!!!
8am有课,我2am还没睡着~~

我头脑竟然不是想考试会出的题目~
我竟然又想它了~
为什么?为什么它要不断来捣乱我的生活~
想了好多好多事了~

我真的不懂要如何告诉他,
关于哪件礼物的事~

每天看见他online但我又却不敢找他~
不断的来来回回!!
想,要还是不要?
想,怎么样说呢?
想,他会有什么反应?
想,他会觉得我怎么了吗?
想,很多很多不可能的事~

T___________T

10/20/2010

对吗?

最近我做了一件事,
做了过后我不懂自己到底是做对了还是错。

这几天,我不断地想。
到底我应该送吗?
可是我就是不知道啊~当他要生日了,我就会想要买礼物给他。
但是,他从来没买回过给我。

人家应该觉得我是喜欢他吧,
可是我就没有啊~
就是不懂每一年我都会想着要买什么礼物给他。
这一次,我觉得自己过火了。我买贵了。

所以我在烦恼着,我应该送给他吗?
他值得吗?他该得到吗?他应该拥有这个东西吗?

而且,如果我要把礼物送给他,我必须邮寄给他。
所以我真的应该送给他吗?
我买了~
我应该给他,还是留给自己用呢?

好烦啊!!!!!!!!
怎么办呢?我要如何处理这个东西呢?

说真的,其实它在我心目中,是有一点地位的。
因为他真的是我唯一一位曾经用心交的好好好朋友。
但这些都是曾经了,过去了~
他也没对我留念了~

我应该怎样呢?

10/08/2010

Oversea

Today,
I chit chat at the class wit my friend...
Suddenly,
my friends asked me, do u wan to go to oversea study?
Myself, I hope so... because I really hope to try the lifestyle at there, and I hope that I will improve my English.. and I very interested in the lives of oversea....
But I know that my parents sure won't allow me to do...
So I used to imagine only... =(

But my friends, her parents allow she go to the oversea but must find a partner to go...
I'm quite jealous~
I really hope to go....So I think I will try to ask my parents,
see whether they will change their mind... =)

Seriously, I like the lifestyle at oversea....
But I can't live my family, so if really I can go to the oversea I hope only go for one months.. xD
A year, I scare that I will miss my family badly...
Because now I study at West Malaysia and my hometown at East Malaysia...
By flight, have to use around 2 hours 30 minutes...
Only the 2 hours 30 minutes, I miss my family damn much ady..
So how about I have to by flight more than that...
I think I gonna crazy at there....

I interested with the lifestyle at oversea, but I can't live without my family...
But,
I will try to ask my family opinion.....

Last but not least,
I also hope to go oversea study too~~

10/01/2010

What The F**K

Oh yea~Today is the another day I cant asleep AGAIN!!
Yesterday night I can't asleep since I got class at the early morning 8am~
I roll roll roll and roll on my bed!!
till 3am I still cant asleep.!! u Knw!!
How suffer of this!!!!
Is fucking damn suffer..

When I tried to close my eyes and my mind non stop thinking thinking and thinking!!
Then finally I skipped the class at the early morning...~
So now........................
I think I should be tired rite???
BUT!! I cant asleep AGAIN!!

What the mother fuck up of this!!!

And now I just hope that,
when I cant asleep I got somebody to talk with.
I hate that when I cant asleep,
I keep rolling on the bed and my fucking brain is keep thinking those useless thing..
After that it may make me more hard to be sleep...
DAMN!